xmas!!.. n the days after...

woke up xmas morning... 10.30am.. hehe.. had a gud sleep.. bath n got dress in my new jeans n shirt.. look extra handsome (this rarely happens to this ugly soul).. anyhu, so v had our 1st open house, since v move to my new home,.. so i help a lil, ushering only la.. den my family frenz came n ate.. then came my gf, my darling look so beautifull.. in a pink dress... sexy, grrrr... oops.. u didnt hear dat.. ehehehe... anyways, she ate n talk wit me..den i i showed her sum old photos (in my room of cz, no way my baby photos goin to b viewed in public, no way!!).. so den my frenz came, which tottaly ruin the "dating mood" happenin wit my gal..lol....

so den my gal has top go.. send her off n chatted wit my frenz.. had a beer n talked about old times n new things happening... had fun... 7:15pm, everything was over.. every1 went bek full/semi drunk and happy.. n i was stuffed... cudnt eat anyting else... i swear i felt my tummy gonna burst if i ate another grain of rice.... burrppp.. excuse me...

the next day, went out playing futsal wit my frenz.. so tired dey... long time never run like dat.. but it was fun... 27th, planned to go out wit my gal but the plan was later cancel due to sum complication on her side (im not angry or sad wit u sayang)... but v met later at 8pm... at McD at the beach, at which i waited 1hour for her.. so i was a lil pissed but it was ok.. i was a lil moody but at least seeing my angel got me a lil better..

yesday, 28th, finally we went out on the date v planned.. a swim at the beach wit only me n her, had fun, had lunch together... it was really wat me n her needed after a "long break" from dating n goin out wit her.. i was so happy.... so now here i am.. chilling in a cafe, mthinkin of her.. yes, i am man enuf to admit dat i love my gf so much that i wudnt trade her for the world of pleasure n materialisic crap.. cz she is worth more then dat..

anyways... MERR Y XMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!..LOVE U PRINCESS!!

wat to think?

sunday i finally went out wit my gal.. afta 2months of separation of not seeing each other... so se decided to go to the beach for a swim la (dat was the final plan)... but wen we reach there... a few complication came up (not from any of us) dat made me a lil angry/tensed..

1st.. mum-in-law(m-i-l) said dat v hav till 3pm cz she(m-i-l) promise the gorrila husband will b bek by that time... so i ok ok la.. feel abit susah but ok la..

2nd ly : m-i-l told dat shudnt bath cz the waves were strong... u.standable but it wasnt so strong.. n we werent gonna swim so deep..

3rd... n the most mind exploding wan.. m-i-l said she want to go to carefour so v need to leave the beach at 2?.. i was angry n pissed.. so i jz spent as much quality time wit my gal.. n went to carefour.. i tot m-i-l wanted to buy sumtthin.. but she didnt even buy anything.. i was so angry.. tho i show a lil sombre-ness to my girl, she was u.standing enuf.. love u sayang.. but m-i-l.. i dunno wat to say la.. nvm... lucky i gave her my presents for xmas (early but who cares)...

yeah!!!!

only 2more days till i get on a bus home..
so nice.. but a lil screwed up cz i need go college tmr.. i think i drop my mp3 to usb connector.. fucked!!!!!... i need it.. no mp3 i can die or boredness... music is life!!... anyways.. i might or might not go for a movie tmr.. again.. tuesday went movie at gardens.. freaking expensive... lucky titus owe me money so he cover me.. nice place.. the movie i watch, transporter3, not bad.. as as good as the 1st wan, but sitll worth it for a cinema watch,.. but as a fancy as gardens cinema la... normal cinema can la... Anyways.. this might b my last post in a week.. wanna go bek ma.. so ciow.. MERRY XMAS N HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!


p.s. im only half as thrilled to go bek nw since my gf dad is not goin anywhere (her dad doesnt noe and is a real screwed up indian)... so i cant meet her freely... very ma fan now...

begining to hate...

IM beginning to hate this xmas season,,.. it never was kind to me,.... last year i had my laptop snatch... this yea my laptop is fucked n wudnt start.. i spend the last 3days doin nothins.. listenin to my mp3 (which im beginning to get bored of thesongs in it.. tho hav over 4hours of songs inn it)... reading newspaper. i cant do my assignment, cant watch my movies, cant burn my movies.. WAT THE FUCK AM I TO DO!!!????... IM BORED AS HELL.. i cant go out as i want cz need save cash ma.. fixing my laptop means i hv to bring it to HP tower.. not sure will dey finish reapairing it by thurdsay cz im leaving home on friday evening...so wat am i to do the this next 5days????..

i think ill go watch a movie on tuesday.. any1 wanna join?..

10more days n counting..

10MORE DAYS N COUNTING!!!!... i cant wait to see my chayang... n eat house food (Any home cook meal will do, not only my mum,....hehehe)..... anyways.....

i borrowed my frenz dvd for the season 1 of WEEDS.. n it was fantabulous..,.. it was more addictive then heroes (hmmm.. mayb thats y they called it weeds.. hmmm.. wonder am i sober or high rite now.. hmmmm).... anyhu.. its was great.. i watch all 30mins/episode of 10 yesday evenin.. crazy.. i cudnt stop watchin... very very addictive... then again its not suprising.. ITS WEED...lol..


great series.. but i only watch the 1st season.. hmmm.. gotta get the 2nd wan... any1 got?...

hmmmm...

for the past 1month i think i hav been having insomnia.. cant sleep till after 3am... n the scary part i can not sleep the whole day n go crazy 3/4 of the 2nd day.. xiao man... man the 2nd nitez sure kantoi dy la.. sleep till there;s no tmr.. then again.. i've always been like that

HAV I ALWAYS BEEN AN INSOMNIAC?

I NOE IM A MANIAC ALREADY>>>.. hmmm...

Maybjz being paranoid here but who cares... now all i want for xmas is jz goin bek home in kuantan in PEACE, not PISS (Mind u Daniel), reset my sleeping clock, see, touch, hug n kiss my darling again im miss her so much ler.. wat to do.. so crayz in love ... and definitely, eat homecook meal.. kinda sick of eating outside.. n i dun dare cook in the house im leavin in now.. the OWNER (The bitch from my last post), is a very very very dirty person....

anyways... i jz want peace n quiet n be surrounded by people i grew up wit n people i really love (MY DARLING GF).... im bored in the city.. wana go bek to nature ... TELUK CHEMPEDAK and ROCK CLIMBING here i coME!!!!!

fuckin snitches

i hate people who talk behind my bek.. if u hv anything to say den say it to my face bitches.. u dun hv to go around n telling shit about me.. y? no fucking guts?... stupid fuck... n i hav to find out from the person u bitch 2... n that person came n gave me "advice"... hullo you stupid bitch from shitland.. do u noe the whole story? i bet u dun noe shit n jz listen to the bitches side of the story, did u?... stupid fuck... the next time i hear any shit from another person about me bout that bitch bitchin, i swear to the fucking osama bin laden, i will kill u wit my words.. ill make sure ull never even be in this country again.. fucking retard ass.. n ur sons turning into a faggot.. u stupid idiot.. u dun even noe how to handle ur fucking spoiled ass child.. that fucka is trained peeing sitting down?,. HE"S A FUCKING BOY, YOUR BITCH!!!...

the bad thing of a long distance relationship

i miss my girl,
she means to me the whole world,
when she's around the whole world goes down in a whirl,
her gazing eyes twinkle like a pearl,
i love her so much,
i promise i will always buy her flowers n the whole bunch,
even a romantic dinner n work break lunch,
definitely not eating captain crunch,
ill giv anythin so she'll be here today,
anything jz so on the beach we cud lay,
together,
in her embrace forever,
this poem might not be clever,
but i wish this can make me feel better,
so far away,
day by day,
i count my day,
till i finally am bek to you in a slow dance we sway...

jz a random 3d thingy...

a scenery scene i did on 3d.. not bad but not good either..


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i nEED A LIFE!!

still think i dun hv a life?

MY XMAS LIST

yes.. ever since i was born.. i never had a xmas list.. here.. this year.. i hv 1.. for the 1st time.. this is it..

1: A NEW LAPTOP SCREEN
2:A NEW PAIR OF DIESEL JEANS (levi's oso no prob)
3:A NEW PAIR OF POLO BELT (any belt will do)
4: Diesel cologne.. (cant find anywhere T.T)
5. A hifi system
6: a good good holiday


and....

the most important of it all

A TIME OUT WIT ONLY ME AND MY GF WIT NO DISTURBANCE!!... I MIZZ HER SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!..

good luck for ur SPM tmr baby... love u!!

GODSPELL

GODSPELL!!!..A musical by the youth of CDM (Church of Divine Mercy).. a remake of a play done at broadway of the same name... very Good performance.. considering the fact that it only took 3months of gruesome training, no professional acting experience and the amount of script u hv to memorize for that 1hour 30mins show.. my hats off to the cast... not so much to the sound engineer tho,, mics where not working, sound clipping like crazy.. but it was a good job, mind you..

taken form the gospel of matthew, the entire play was awesome... funny, witty n definitely bring the gospel to be viewed in a new perspectif... good work lads. i had a blast there... hope there are more production comin soon,.. if can, i wanna join too.. woohoo!!!!

the beautifull game

GGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!


hahahaha... ARSENAL WON.. yet again.. u man utd supporters out there, sorry ler
next time ny la... anyways.. duwan to bragg so much la... later got ppl cry lak :-P..

Y is it called the beautifull game... last nite game proved it.. the magnificient goal, the professionalism,
the supporters gettin together tho u dun noe who the next person is (dat happen to me)... 2-1. the score..
but the game play was brilliant.. the skill, the chances mizz and targeted.. the adreanlin rush ( the supporster felt it more)

it was amazing.. duwan talk so much bot this la.. later got ppl complain i football head (u can complain la, im proud of it
so u can say bye bye n go cry la..lol)... anyways.. gonna go watch a musical play later at Church of divine mercy..
dunno wats it about but gonna watch it la.. long time never see a play dy.. n the KLPac n Bangsar Studio standard wan so expensive ler..
so ill let u noe how it was.. nw wanna go n surf the net.. n scream at my man utd supporters frenz... n here i give u..
my favourite team in the whole world (but my gal definitely comes 1st, thats my princess ;-x)...

a glance at current life

well.. ok ok.. b4 i say anything .. i think ill do this entire post in my own style.. rhyme..

now im stuck,
failing 1subject per sem like wtf?
gotta get my head straight,
gotta stop waking up late,
gotta start losing weight,
gain 7kg in a year,
gotta kick my excercise into gear,
my laptop screens crack,
n it wasnt even my fault, wack!
i cant get in under warranty cz of sum b.s,
ny my power supply is wireless, this is living ass,
my gadget's a mess,
mpe3, laptop, i hate electric technology,
they keep breakin down on me,
no matter how much i take care of it,
i nee wireless electricity,
n free me of this cables circutry,
money's a problem,
aint it every1's?
prices gettin higher but allowance gettin lower,
shud i sell my ass jz get my bread n butter,
goverment fuckin us up,
gettin prices all rockected up,
so fuck i mean this sux,
now gotta finish my assignments,
n keep my brain in a single fragment,
my whole life is a tv show segment,
being pissed at nothin,
no1 to laugh wit,
my girl's bek home,
i feel so alone,
i hate my aunt,
she's a real cunt,
gotta band but i never jam,
shud i move to america n jam wit unc. sam?
dam im so crazy,
y am i lazy?
y is life bitchy?
gotta go tru a maze,
wit this whole education craze,
now im out,
ill leave u to fill the blanks,
ill update u wen get my ranks,
n be prepared for a brand new prank,
SPANK!!!...

till next time

tensed!!

well, im suppose to write about my diwali happening (ok la, i lied in my last post, didnt quite eat n sleep ny) but today was a really, really fucked up day..

went to subang parade to get a new laptop power supply... didnt hv enuf cash so went to atm to take.. only to find out dat parents havent put in yet wen they said they putting it on monday,, dam pissed at that time... so i call my mum n ask la.. she chuck sum in like today or tmr n will let me noe... till now im still waitin for a message.. haiz..

den came bek home... lappie wuddnt start.. i start tense+gabra.. dam suey... bengang giler siot~!!...
den dunno suddenly it came bek to life.. PRAISE GOD!!!!!... so i did sum minor adjustment to the power supply (hehehehehee), and i hv power but im still getting a new wan...

den i came cafe (where i am now), suddenly my lappie same thing again.. wudnt start.,.. im like WTF!!.. this is b.s....i tried to stay calm (if not the cafe people wud hv call the cops :-P..).... now its bek on again.. really strange.. jz bcz im playing a game where the character is delusional doesnt mean my lappie has to be like dat oso.. xiao!!!... laters den.. listen to my song oso k!!.. im putting in on nw..

diwali glutton!!

I have almost done with the the list of 7deadliest sins... this past week, i done gluttony.. been eating none stop for 3days.. wen bek kampung, my mum side.. jerantut respresent!!!...

since i havent been there for 2years n havent saw my mum side relative over a year, so they were extra nice (and xtra generous wit the food).. so for 3day n 3night it was mutton!!! chicken!!! rice!!! mutton!! chicken!!rice!! apple pie(hehe.. mum's recepie), mutton!! chicken!! rice!!.. I THINK U GET WAT I MEAN... eat n eat n eat n eat n sleep n eat n eat!!.. sei lor... wen i go bek, the gym will definitely b gettin rich!!.. haiz..

anywayws, i gotta now.. ill write stuff in the cmin weeks..

p.s.. congratulatation to PAULINE YAP N VINCENT in thier wedding.. sorry coudlt be there.. all the best in ur love marriage...

Castle in the Sky

What do u think or feel wen u see clouds? Do you think its jz random particles n dust dat brings rain?... for me its different... sum times i think it can tell the future (not as in its gonna rain in 5mins) or a story... like yesday evenin, i saw a cloud wit a nuclear explosion image thingy.. made me think of hiroshima (more like tryin to kill my aunt wit it)... n sumtimes random stuff like a cross between a human head n a snake curl's up.. weird i noe.. mayb its jz me la.. wat to do.. dreamer... but for me, its a castle in the sky... hmmm.. now i think i go 1st.. got few people's blog to hack.. no life people.. write blog on INTERNET but keep it PRIVATE.. wat's the use la?

extreme condition

i actually slept only 2hours in 56hours... how craazzz is dat? mmg gilar oo.. went bek home yesday n dozed off till 9pm.. woke up n sletp again form 2am-1pm jz now.. tonitez overnitghtin again..
playin the drums for andrew,,, n my song.. haiz... wat a week man.post u up next time....

LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!

here are sum stuff i wrote wen i was in kuantan... dat time miss my gf till like tis la..

in this cold nitez,
Our hearts wished we unite,
tryin to get body's warm,
a hug n kisses sowe'll be calm,
lightning nad thunderdominate the skies,
we hear neighbour baby cry,
the rain makes everything clean,
but there we wait to touch each others skin,
sayang i love u and you know it,
i shall wait for you through cold and hot jz for our eyes again to meet..


Im sure heaven is missin an angel,
cause your here in my heart,
their choirs of angels dont sound as good anymore,
cause ur here wispering in my ear,
telling me in every minute that you love me,
being my conscience and my guiding eyes,
hope you'll be my ghost whisperer till end of time,
cause i love you so much and my heart is yours alone...


now lagi teruk... mizz her more.. only saw her for 2hours during that entire week i was in kuantan... dam fucked... bengang.. but wat to do.. hv to tahan lor.. afta this situation will be worse... haiz.. wat a life.. sakit hati bin disapointed betul!!!!

WOOOHOOO!!!!!!!

thats all i can say afta exactly 1week in kuantan.. my beautifull hometown.. so many things happens.. a lot to take this 1 whole week.. extreme massacre... real tornadop.. from a lil misunderstanding wit the "wifey" till having fun like crazy at the beautifull Teluk Chempedak Beach (sumthin u KL/selangor folks dun have.. hahaha)... but all good now.. im more steady.. gettin enuf sleep.. being able to watch tv again n memorise the entire astro guide (its a stupid gift i hav but a gift a gift hey!!!)... so will b bek on th 6th again for awhile till the 16th.. 2weeks of horror await.. so halloween.. my favourite celebration on the year (besides my anniversary n my wifey's bday.. tho i never celebrated a real halloween b4).. i jz love puttin eyeshadow n being a real life vampire but now no more dy la..(no more eye shadow.. NO I AINT GAY!!...)... got natural black circles on my eyes.. make me lok like kung fu panda ( HAIYAA!!!).. till den folks.. ciowzz...

IM FINALLY A BLOOD DONOR!!!

yes.. im am a BLOOD DONOR.. FINALLY!!!!... been always wanted 2 giv blood but never got chance since under age... but last sunday, 15th september... at CDM (CHURCH OF DIVINE MERCY), i gave my blood for donation... 450mm of pure blood (well, not dat pure la... from all the fast food n un-exercised life style).... its was such bliss... GOD BLESS EVERY! WHO GAVE BLOOD THAT DAY!!

Hysteria

after every syndrome, of cz there will be hysteria... and thats my new video... same like the old only diff song n diff action.. and more crazy effect....

my video

This is jz a video of me being stupid but plz check out the effects used on the video.. i have converted the file so its not as clear as the original...



Plz rate and comment on my video.. it will be on youtube soon...!!!!

SPECIAL DESSERT FOR A SPECIAL SOME1

I jz came bek from a 1week holiday bek to my hometown.... felt jz like the old days.... meeting up wit frenz, seeing my sweet n dearly missed gf, and of cz, eating, sleeping and hogging the tv :-)....
wen i was at my gf place, v decided 2make dessert so here got sum pictures la...

the dessert...
ingredients :
chopped manggo
low fat natural yogurt,
honey,
crushed peanut,
tropical fruits cubes,

very good stuff.. trust me

side effect of this thing...
a 5mins of sudden sugar rush that makes u very high as though ur on drugs...
very nice.. heheheh...

jz sumting cheesy

well this is jz a cheesy poem i wrote for my gf.... any comments.. write ony la

MY LOVE FOR YOU IS LIKE BIRDS AND WINGS,
ERRTIME I THINK OF YOU THE ANGELS SINGS,
MY HEART AND YOURS ARE FOREVER LINKED,
DO YOU STILL REMEMBER WEN I USED TO WINK,
GAZING IN YOUR EYES LIKE CRAZY GUY NEEDING A SHRINK,
THO FAR AWAY I STILL DO THINK,
MEMORIES WIT YOU THAT LAST LONGER THEN INK,
THO IM HUMAN I DO MAKE SINS,
BUT WIT U ALL MY FAILURES WILL BE WINS.

TOLD U ITS CHEESY... BUT HEY.. IT COMES FORM THE HEART

What a day!!!

sigh..... what a way to start off my day today... i woke up at 8.30 to the sound of the monstrous rain... water splashin the neighbours zink roof and the freakin cat screamin its lungs (err... cat got lungs ar?)...... wondering shud i wait for the rain 2 stop or shud i get ready and have a second morning shower wit the rain.. well, being me, i think u noe which choice i decided...

There i was... unlocking my bike wit my laptop bag on my shoulders covered wit my significantly small raincoat/jacket (the big wan got torn... jz my luck)... started my bike n off i went... jz as i entered the turn 2 the federal highway, my back tyre started 2 wobble.. in my mind, i was screamin fuck all the way... so i got of my bike and started pushing... i pushed and pushed and pushed.. in the iceberg cold rain, the freakin wind didnt help much... till i reached the juntioned 2 subang jaya...

sum indian dude on a bike stop and ask i wanted help (obviously he was a mechanic dat prey on people like me)... being desperate (in need of assistant, not gals) i said yes to his service... nigga charge me 25bucks... bugger la.. but wat 2 do.. desperation of the entire nation was on my shoulders.. sigh.... 20mins of tyre changin and pumping, he was done.. i paid the man n said thank you... n off i went to college.. entered the studio (i had studio tutorial in the morning) wit my moist pants, cold and shivering cz of the A/C, and my hair was messed up... dam....

but, now i look back and see.. hahahah..a.hahahaha,,.. i almost reached my stupid goal... how long wud it take me to reach college if i walk.. hehehe.. guess i noe now.. next time no more. hopefully....

a new video on youtube...

jz a another video of mine on youtube..
check la.....

DARK TRANQUILITY

now... for my act.. i an gonna kill you guys with a dark poem of my own (hopefully it works la.. on the spot work ok)
...here we go... BOO!!!

The world spin as death grins,
all winnings are losses and our life in sin,
death to you and the whole world,
curse by God himself his wrath unfolds,
my soul burn as i spitfire,
slashed, scratched jz cause ur a liar,
dun laugh this aint no joke,
ur weak cant handle my poke,
bleed!! and die u bitch,
cz u gav up and became a snitch,
ill suck ur blood like a fuckin leech,
curse ur family like a crazy witch,
my words true, there's no techno glitch,
mess wit me n get the kiss of death,
get u stoned like a tonne of meth,
think thats a bluff,
ill huff and puff till i get ur neck cuffed,
the ones you loved shall rot,
and ur children bought,
slaves they will be,
till eternity it will never cease.

ok.. i think its gone far enuf...

My Emp Photo

my emp making days... muahahahaha.. got mind fucked like crazy... hence the craziness...

titus, andrew and me in the studio going nuts wit our mix...



MIND FUCKING TO DA MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELECTRONIC WEEK

WELL,... so long dy since i update this shit.... well, past two weeks ive been doin my emp project... till now i did like 8songs and loops.. i think.. not sure the exact numb la... but its been fun and frustrating la.. but its all good.. i still love doin it.. jz 2 piss my classmates by bangin da keyboards..muahahahahahahh...... anyways, check my stuff out la.. at my amp site... http://amp.channelv.com/leonardsinclair ... cherrio!!

MY songs on show

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUCEMENT>> MY SONGS ARE ON DISPLAY AT

http://amp.channelv.com/leonardsinclair

my college dj nitez....

HERE ARE SUM PICTURES OF MY COLL DJ NITEZ... ROCKIN STUFF...
Me and kelly ... got glass in btween k?... no hanky panky..

WE SAE-eans doin the train.. choo choo... ride it low baby!!
disco ball baby.. ur college got or not>????
Krisna (DJ KIKIS) doin his stuff... he played the best set.. kudos 2 ya buddy/..!!!

Such a happy yet empty day

Believe it or not, 2day is my 1year anniversary of me and my sweet and lovely girlfren together. And im so far away from here because i have class 2 attend. I wud hv gone bek in the weekend but she has sum camp. My emotions are so mixed. IM happy and estatic that i even reached 1year wit her tho there's no suprise that we have chemistry 2gether but it feels empty cz i do not have her by me 2day 2 celebrate or even to talk 2 her face2face on our anniversary.... i noe she feels the same way but wat can i do... i feel sad yet happy... empty yet heart filled with joy.....

To me she is like water,
She nourishes you wen near,
but u thirst her wen she's not,
wen ur angry she calms you down,
like showers of peace that soothes ur soul,
i miss her like the sky miss the earth,
tho she's far i feel her warmth,
A year has gone but i wish for many more to come,
like i always say,
Destiny's has a weird way,
even tho it nvr say,
i love u honey,
from dat day till forever,
may u alwiz be in my heart

My three weeks holiday? NOT!!!

Ive jz returned from my from town (Kuantan ler) yesday nitez afta 3 weeks of holiday... monday starts back my 3rd sem of college.... things i did during my holiday (its so little i can tell u in 6points)

1. hang out wit my gf (lo poh ma,.. how 2 not see her)
2. work (worked at my church)
3. go out wit frenz (Thomasianz 4eva)
4. go 2 beach look at street performers (i wan find new talent 2 record)
5. ride bike up and down town till duwan ride bike anymore in kuantan (HO SIEN!!!!)
6. err.... abit of assignment la (MUSIC MAKING BABY!!)

haiz... goin bek holiday this time wasnt as i imagine.. i didnt rest at all... tired tho it was having fun... haih.... dunno wat 2 say la... but i did had a bit of calm ness la... anyways... here are my church photo i manage 2 take wen i wasw there

THE ALTAR OF THE CHURCH
this is of course the bell tower

1901 HOT DOGS RULE!!

hmm.. all the time bloggin bout hate n life, time to giv this ablog a new "happy" look.. at least this time..hehehe...

i was tryin out the 1901 hot dogs. i tot it wud sux like a ny other francise these days but i was proven wrong.. the dog i had (its the hot dog) was name "deutch doodle dang" (wat ever dat means buddy), was superb... sourkrout,black pepper sauce, n all the cream n stuff... wahhh... MARVELLOUS!!...

this is the fanstastic doodle dang

hope u guys try it too

hehehehehehe/... hope u guys dun mind.. i took a lick at the cream.. hehehe.. hungry la...

on THE SPOT!!

ALL RITEY... lets see wat i can ryhme in this post without any written material as b4...

listen, my life all in a sudden,
in my headphones blast iron maiden,
im so bored i cud be a sponge,
sit in my room do nothin but lounge,
assignments up 2 head,
damn i rather be dead,
u heard me bitch dats wat i said,
ur life sux u need 2 get laid,
now the music's fade,
ur gf late,
haha gdbye homey, hullo baby,
wat am i saying im going crazy,
move ur ass tits, ur fucking lazy,
taking drugs ur life all hazy,
take any more ull b pushing up daisies,
mayb, ull find a lady,
she might be name sady,
cud turn out 2 b shady,
so u drink 50can of shandy,
wishing ull be drunk before u get candied (it suppose 2 be candy jz angguk kepala buat faham la)
Oh shit, ur soul jz quit,
nw ur lifeless taking shit,
kissing asses and sucking dick,
jz so u cud pay med bills wen ur sick,
hell, imm tired of this game,
im ryhing not for fame,
cz i cant im dat lame,
but i dun care its all the same,
peace im out,
blast ur music till ur parents burn out!!

DEADLINE + DEAD SOUL = COLLEGE

dammit! i really need 2 get my old life back.. playing futsal wit my frenz, going to any party available and being a living tv guide.. nw i cant.. i dun even watch tv anymore.. parties.. no time... futsal (no frenz here hu actually play futbal).. so where am i?.. a new personal life.. there's my laptop,.. my laptop.. oo, guess wat.. MY FREAKIN SMALL LAPTOP!!..oo, and then there's college la.. which i go everyday jz 2 screw wit my sleeping time... thank GOD i found a new band so i hv sum stuff 2 do.. havent jam with them yet but its better den doin nothin at home..
cash is flushing down like a river.. assignments take up too much.. thank god by tmr ill be done wit my EXPENSIVE assignments.. damn u SAE for making us spend so much!!... lucky u guys got good mixer (finally).. err... dun feel like bitchin now.. tot of making a happy blog today.. but err... heheh,... im a metal head.. wat 2 do,.. Anger fuels my adrenalin (but i hate being angry)....

drugs poetic

drugs,

not like coffe in a mug,

cant beat the love of a family's hug,

its jz like a soda shaken,

mix in ur blood ur brain starts breakin,

and ur family givin u no more lovin,

now all alone,

frenz and family all gone,

the coolest say no,

peer pressure? hell no,

keep away or watch ur life go,

broken apart ur mind a blur,


drugs,

try once n u keep askin,

no where 2 go u start stealin,

aching, beggin 4 drugs,

life goes down, is that wat u wan?

future's go dark no more sun,

sleeping in drains and under bridges,

drugs sips ur sanity like leeches,

and the goverment after u like witches,


drug free life is satisfaction

not greed or the pains of drugs addiction,

get high on life not drugs,

do sports and healthy activity,

soul, body and a fresh mentality,

give's u a unique personality,

and ur future's a brighter oppurtunity,

stay cool kids, no more weed,

say no to taking a sip,

choose wisely or end up dying,

make a decision but make it wisely,

free 2day, costly 2moro,

2day 2moro hu really knows,

it ur gonna die thats gonna blow,

take it slow or ull see heavens glow,

be scared of drugs n say no,

cz in the end ur in the hole.







(get protein from your meat,

take drugs and ur beat,

listen son, take a sit,

drugs makes ur blood thick,

ur in the hospital looking sick,

feeling weak doc says u hv a week,

think carefully before u take drugs,)

THE GHOST WITHIN!!!

Ever wondered how sumtimes we loose control n get wild?... Thats the ghost within you that wants 2 b free n get "jiggy wit it"...few Sympthoms of this so-called disease;

1. Sudden urge 2 dance/get mad/ unleash ur energy (r u havin ur period)

2. Need 2 say/ do something even tho there's no need or no reason to do so. (very OCD behaviour)


.... and others that u gpo figure out ur self la... very ma fan wan to type!! v all hv those days (if u dont...err... R U HUMAN!??).... Me i hv ghost(demons) of my own.... so i noe wat it can do la...

Speaking of ghost n stuff... i captured an "UFI" (unidentified film image) using my college camera in my gf's place... the result is VERY SHOCKING!!! but u hv to look carefully cz its kinda abstract but visible... it might look a lil "photoshopic"( i can seriously swear dat its not) but it is real. this picture was unintentinally taken...

If u see the whole picture without focusinf.. u shud c a figure n a snake opening its mouth at the bottom left corner.
If u see carefully,u can see a pair of eyes n a half of a nose (it'll look like an old arabic/roman dude that has dat turban wit the face cover thingy like the slave buyer form "gladiator")
And if u ;look deeply enuf (not till ur eyeballs popped out), u can c another alien figure beside it if u use the right eye of the "arabic dude".... n the snake mouth is a image of an islam guy kneeling n praying... dat was pretty scary wen i saw the picture cz i didnt took it wit intention. might b i accidentally click the shutter but things like this are not suppose 2 appear.... hope u can c n tell me wat u think...

WHAT 2 TALK LA !???

WOOO!!!!...... im bored!!!... im excited!!!... im lifeless!!!.. im energetic!!!...
WEll, im jz blur la... so like a guy wit too much n too little testorone at the same time What the Fuck is goin on With me ...... well, i had a very productive week last week... created bout 4simple beats n unfinish songs... im proud of them.. all got good reviews ( Tho SUM Of my class mates has related my stuff wit a few artist now...damn u people!!!!) then again, its a compliment, at least my work got international standard...Muahahahahahaha...... still need sum tweaking n addind stuff 2 it tho... well, life aint easy cuz..... so wat up next... hmmm... so outta ideas... im not tensed so no idea hu 2 screw >( mayb i shud giv sum1 the finger n make them turn blue).... well, dunno wat 2 write dy lor.. next time ny la..

oo... tmr im goin 2 da KLCC art gallery.. hopefully i can giv u review n stuff from it la.. till den..ciowz

PRESENT DAY OF LIFE

LIFE HAS ALWIZ BEEN A BITCH really? ... But in a way its gettin better la... BEING AN IN A WAY 3-IN-1 DIPLOMA college student, assignment can nvr b EZ.... rite now i hv 3 assignment.... 1 i'll gladly finish it in a month but it due june... da wan dat i hate will be Digital Typography (Y IS THIS FUCKING SUBJECT EVEN NEED TO BE THOUGHT) is due april 17th.. n i havent done a thing..... its bloody boring 2 do this.. trust me... no1 in my college likes tis particular subject..(mayb cz of the lecturer)...hehehe... den there's web design( THIS WAN NOT SURE CZ JZ STARTED THE SUB.).... N THEN THERE'S financial.... all this assignment ESSPECIALLY THE CREATIVE MEDIA COURSE is taking my money n spending it on casino.....my parents making noise like crazy.. wen i say half of it assignment, they like dun believe ( lucky im far away) heheheh,.... well, wat 2 do.. u wan 2 succeed in this crap, u muz spend la... n hv talent of cz....



n my class has been getting smaller ever since i started... 1st it was 8.. then 7.. .. now its 6.. only cz v hv a senior in our batch catchin up his studies.. but soon it'll b 5 cz another has not been showin up in class FADZIL!!! IF U SEE THIS, COME BEK LA MACHA!! .... haiz....

i hv found a new band here... b jammin my 1st time wit them in 2weeks... playing songs dat im usually listen 2.. not the stuff i not so use 2 playing.. it'll b a good experience tho.. tho next time, biatch!!!!!

IT'S BEEN AWHILE!!

WOOOOO!!!!!!... So long has it been since i crap on this piece of junk( tho i like 2 mess with it ). havent gotten the time nor the motivation 2 do it... then my lecturer/dean, Mr.suthan@ The Sultan of SAE has gv me inspiration 2 come bek n bitch for more..muahahahahahahahahah...... So So..... whats there 2 crap?... hmmml.. ok.. 1st like 2 apologize on my no cont the 2nd part of "My Big Weekend" post... MALAS LAH!!!!!......2 make dat post short, i acted in a movie.. there u go... ok.. well/... life has been a little hard since den wit my finacial situation, 2person in my family almost using their "heavenly Ticket" ( DYING!!! .... they're ok... 4 now.... my college art craft has always been a piece of crap... i can never do art!!!... u wan ideas i can giv.. submitin a clear, mess-less work on ,mounting board... Nvr!!!.... but an assignment has 2 b done.. so what 2 do... done my recording.. not bad.. i tottally screwed up enrique eglesias version of "hero".. wan 2 listen?,,, drop me a comment n ill giv it 2 u.... funny as hell tho... ill be right back

MY BIG WEEKEND PART 1

Last weekend, 18-20th, i was at PWTC da youth 08 thingy.. i was there mainly 4da battle of the bands cz my band was in it... is was bloody amazing!!.. AEROWAVE (its my bandz name) 1st tournament.... amazing.. 1st day had 2 wake up at 6 cz i need 2 b there at 8am 4 soundcheck... but being a malaysian organize event *ahem* it started at 9..... SOUNDCHECK wen smoothly.... den i had 8hours of doin nothin cz da comp only started 5pm...... so i walk around the convention n checked out the booth... it was fun stuff... tonnes of promos, freebies, competition goin on... i had my goody bag full... tired as hell walkin around like 50times ( no joke).... den 5pm... da band comp started... err1 was chering clapping jumpin (crazy ass people, my kind of people :->)...... my band prform and v rocked da stage... 10:15 they annouced the semi finalist... we're in!!!.. AFTA SIGNING in the records... me n da bassist chased da ktm.. buying the ticket,,, v acce=identally got on the wrong train.. fucking shit!!!.... came bek... stop at sentral... waited 45mins jz 4 a konductor 2 say they're no more trains(they cud hv told us earlier, DUMB MORONS!!!!).... got my unc 2 drive me bek.... next day.. woke up late at 8:30... rushed myself bek 2 pwtc... same thing but i did sumthing else 2 (check out the part 2)... 8pm the show started.. da 2nd band stole our song.. so v rushed in the toilet (it was clean n sound proof)... change songs.. we were the 12th band/.... i played my brains out!!!!... judge gave me 2thumbs up 4 my playing but it wasnt enuf.. v didnt make d cut... well... its our 1st comp n v alredy might hv gotten our gigs... till next time v battle... its war!!!

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