What Time YOU Reaching ar??

Its 7.15am in the morning of the 29th of December... I havent slept the whole nitez.. Cudnt sleep... God Knows y.... I only noe i wont be goin out With Christine and Tina... SOrry guys.. :( .... And its really annoying knowing u hear the birds chirping outside ur window.. only becz u havent slept the whole nitez.. if i wake up and hear, den diff story la.. but still.. 7am la weh!!!.. AKU NAK TIDO NI!!!... TUHAN SELAMATKAN LA SAYA!!! T.T

*Deep Breathes*... ok ok... Enuf of Drama Pagi Ini.... so.. its been oficially 3weeks and 2days me and Ms.Pinto been together as a couple. She's with her family now so i cant see her much. Of cz, being how soon it is and the situation, her family doesnt noe yet la.. neither does mine.. but im gonna tell mine wen i go home... :)..... anyways... everyday has been a new discovery about me and her.. New things we find out, we things we learn (this is the process of getting to noe each other better... in case u guys are such noobs at communications)..... Met her Yesday at MPH.. tho i only to spend like 30mins wit her... but it was worth it to hold and kiss dat sum1 u really love dat u havent seen for a week.. LOVE U BABY!! :)

Well... Will be Goin Home This Friday... But i still have 3days of work to do.. jz to finish my contract... after that.. holiday... on the 8th ill be back here... and on the 9th... WOOOHOOO!!!!>.. i have my GIG/Audition at COCO Banana/Q-Bar as a DJ.... GOtta make a Living to SUpport my self la.... GOtta Burn Tonnes Of Cd's again... Gotta Be Prepare.. Gotta Rock the Crowd... WOOHOOO!!!

Life Rite now has been much relax.. much easier... thanks to my baby who is always there for me... Love u... lol.. yea yea.. i wont make u guys sick here.. not yet.. hehehe....

well.. till wen i have mood to rite again... ciowz.... and HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!... oo.. and this is my new Hair Cut!COmment la skit yea..:)

November 09 Trance Mix

After so long... now ny i uploading this.. isnt so good but its packed wit powerfull songs.. do take a listen..:)

November 09 Trance by Crazy Sinclair

1. DJ Tiesto - Century (ft. Calvin Harris)
2. Martin De Jong - Antartica (4Am Mix)
3. Sean Tyas - Seven weeks (Original Mix)
4. Alex M.O.R.P.H ft. Ana Criado - Sunset Boulevard (Original mix)
5. Ferry Corsten - We Belong (Tritonal Air Up There Mix)
6. RHCP vs AVB - Waiting For Freak (Christian Ketelaars Mashup)
7. Thomas Feijk and Jonas Hornblad ft. Sonja - Taxi Driver (Jonas Hornblad Mix)
8. BT - Rose Of Jericho (Virtual Vault Remix)
9. Paul Miller presents Motion Blur - Chieftec (Jonas Hornblad Mix)
10.DNS Project - Airbourne (Original Mix)
11.Dj Tiesto ft. Christian Burns - In The Dark (Radio Edit)

Home Is Where I Wanna Be

Its the 20th of december... normally i would already be back home by now. Sleeping on my bed, waking up to a green hill view, eating home cook food, chicken and mutton curry, the fruit salads and the apple pie... dam i miss my mums apple pie.... but... im stuck here in subang. Have work to do. Will only be finishing on the 31st. Worst part, this Fucking hotel management is releasing my half month pay late so guess wat... im broke for xmas.. i only have like 30bucks to spare for the next 5days at least... awesomeness?? i hope i survive...

From my last blog, in which i cut short, i actually found sum1... sum1 very special and dear to me.. i Found a new gf..:).. fell in love in jz 1week... and my life have been sumhow meaningfull after dat. She's very supportive. she's actually.. in a very weird way, a reflection of myself. THo i only knew her for 3weeks, but the chemistry we have makes us feel as though we've talked for a lifetime. I hope everything goes well wit us. Love her.. :)

Been working and running around town like a dog all this while. Work, Helping my baby in her college project, My battle of the Bands thingy. Crazy la... Battle of the bands, my band got 6th place but every1 told us if it wasnt for the voting system, we'd al least won 2nd place hands down..:)....

Xmas is almost near... 5more days.. will be playing the drums for christmas eve mass at church.. But miss my family.. and my baby especially...well, ill see my gal in 3weeks and my family in 2weeks..patience!

Last Thursday was amazing.... Had a very crazy day.. from the start till the end... had to calm my baby cz she locked her self outside her own home (bloody locksmith cost us 60bucks jz to pick the lock... such an a$$)... den went to my work place wit her.. had dinner... after work went upstairs to the club... dance like crazy... went bek home... had a whole bottle of wine within 15mins.. (talk about alcoholics... they aint got shit on us..XD).... and jz slept the whole nite tru.. amazing day... beautifull day wen u wake up seeing the gal u love beside u..:)

Till den.. i leave u guys with this Xmas poem...

Summer Has Turned To winter,
Xmas Is Near Its Time To Cheer,
I Hold your hand IN the Cool Nights,
Snow Fall Are Such A Beautifull Sight,
Santa Busy Prepating His Gifts,
The World Awaits Him In da Snowy Mist,
Xmas Is Near And Im Anxious,
To Tell You The Truth Im a Lil Nervous,
To See Wether Im Naughty Or Nice,
Will I get Sugar or a Rotten Mice

Finally... la!

Been like fucking ages since i updated this blog... so its gonna be a long wan.. i think.. i dunno.. who cares.. its my blog... wee~~ (p.s.. this blog is pressure upon by miss Christine WE)

so.. if im not mistaken.. the last tiem i wrote bout my looks and how i;ve changed... definitely not gonna say shit bout that la.. hahahahha.., pSYCH!

well.. lets see... i havent gone bek to my home town in 4months... been working in Hilton KL as a sound engineer for a band there. At The Cosmo Lounge... its right at the entrance of KL hilton, if u dun noe... Work there is ok la. Kinda simple.. jz come to work, set up equipment, mix the band live music, break (eat and drink free food... woohoo!!!.. best part of the job), mix again.. break again (Go up ZETA Bar and check out the band and Dj), come down mix again, start packing and go home.. simple eh?... haha.. not quite la... come bek 1-2am... sleep oso around 4-5am, if on a good day... bad day.. haiz.. 9am... cibai!... taking kinda a toll on my biological clock... a lil cibai-ish but ill leave.. as usual.. the nite demon reigns.. muahahaha... but there's always a sweet part in working.. i get experience and i get paid...yeah.. lifestyle of the middle class baby.. haha.. yeah.. only middle class la... well.. obviously better than the indian lifestyle.. hahaha

Partying However... hmmm.. has been slowed down like crazy due to my working life. Since im working on days we're partying are at the hardcore rate, so the hardcore partying in clubs has been put to a almost complete stop. However, i've been spinning at MNEP, Beside Asia Cafe, Above Starbucks.. Played there for halloween... man it was the shitz!.. awesome crowd.. finally get to play Rock... like realy hardcore rock in a clubbin environment... Hopefully This week get to party like 2012 again..XD

ok... sudah malas blog... type lain kali saja.. hehehehe.. got more important things to handle todays...heheeh

October Electro Mix

October Electro Mix by Crazy Sinclair


Tracklist

1. D.O.N.S - Earth Song (Dj Sammy Remix)
2. NERD - Everyone Nose ( Bassjackers & Apsters Bootleg)
3. Avicii vs Beastie Boys - Time To Get ill ( Avicii Bootleg)
4. K-Tronic - Jump Around 2009 ( Original Bootleg Mix)
5. Joachim Garraud - The Computer ( Laidback Luke Edit)
6. OshiOne - Way You Move (Original Mix)
7. Dizzee Rascal and Armand Van Helden - Bonkers (CLub Mix)
8. Hott 22 - Wicked Games (Thomas Gold Remix)
9. Hardcharger Meets David Crayn - Angel ( Spirit & Crayn Electro Radio Mix)
10. Akira - Million Miles ( Dj Solovey Mix)
11. ATFC - I Called You ( The Conversation) ( ATFC Conversation killer)
12. Bomfunk Mc's - B-Boys & Fly Girls ( BeMax Whilliam Rise Remix)
13. Captain Jack - Captain Jack ( Dj Fisun Remix)
14. David Guetta - Sexy Bitch ( Afrojack rremix)
15. Fast Foot - Perfect Paganini ( CLub MIx)
16. Filthy Dukes ft. Wiley - Tupac Robot CLub Rock ( Kill em all Wiley Sort It out mix)
17. Vse Vklyucheno Zagoreloe leto (BeMax Whilliam Rise Club Mix)
18. RHCP - Otherside ( Benny Benassi Mix)
19. Disco Reason - For E ( Original Mix)
20. Laidback Luke - My G.O.D ( GUns On Demo)
21. Bon Jovi - Have a Nice Day ( DJ ZAM remix 09)

Electro Mix.. Kuantan Day 2

ON the 2nd Day in Kuantan... Here's what i manage to record... :D



Electro Mix - Dj Sharky Sinclair by Crazy Sinclair

Tracklist

1. Flonko (version 2) - Steve Angello & AN21
2. Cirque Du Soleil (Starbeach 2009 Anthem) - Prunk le Funk & Norman Soares
3. Use Somebody (christian Luke Reboot) - Kings Of Leon
4. Cuba Libre ( D'azoo At Night remix) - Vougan
5. Acid Line ( Aniki's Trippin Balls remix) - Jay RoBinson
6. The Girls & Boys (Vandalism Club Mix) - Vandalism
7. NYC Beat + Feel The Hard Rock ( Up To No Good) - Armand Van Helden + Hardrox
8. Chin Chekit (Original Mix) - Redsquad
9. The Phantom (PH Electro remix) - Guenta K.
10. A Daydream Nightmare (Dj GRIN DEE club Mix) - Cara Dove

Trance Mix 1

This is my Trance mix... did it 2weeks ago... not perfect but i love it.. do tell me wat u think..

Trance Mix 1- Dj Sharky by Crazy Sinclair


Tracklist :

1. Daydream (original Mix) - Markus Schulz vs Andy Moor
2. LED Let There Be Light (Laserwork Remix) - Rank 1
3. Faces (Ben Gold Vocal Remix) - Andy Moor & Ashley Wallbridge Feat. Meighan Nealon
4. Womanizer (Quantize Remix) - EarSugar
5. Love Story (Andy Moor Vocal Mix) - Nadia Ali
6. Lethal Industry (Original Mix) - Dj Tiesto
7. Magic Corner - Time In Motion
8. Back In Your Head ( Dangerous Muse Remix) - Tegan And Sara
9. Photograph (Jonas Hornblad remix) - Alex M.O.R.P.H feat. Roberta Harrison
10. The Wave - Cosmix Gate
11. In the Dark (Radio Edit) - Dj Tiesto feat. Christian burns
12. Adagio For Strings - Dj Tiesto
13. Prayer (2008 Edition) - Toxic
14. Into Darkness - Nuphlo

Hope u guys enjoy this.... Comment... n u can download it too...

College.... 2years ago till now

During this emo period, was looking bek at the photos i have in my lappie.. the time's i had.. and the different looks i had... hahaha.. so tot of sharing wit u guys.... WARNING!!! THESE IMAGES ARE DISTURBING... VIEWER DISCRETION ADVICE!!

SEMESTER ONE

THE DAYS OF THE BLEACH/GOLDEN HAIR!!!

THE DJ-ING WORLD!

MY BATCH.. MT11

And...
The pic that is the most changin!..


u decide

brb

later i upload my blog.. lazy ar.. always crash ny..

What's Happening??

What's happening to me?.. y Am i not happy?... KNP EMO2 NI??...

I have no idea... been a bit down for the past few days... and last nite i reach my worse.. people who noe me trully(which is no1.. yeah... its sad.. i noe) noes i dun show my emo/sad side wen im out wit other people... but last nite, i showed it... n its bad.. i was emo for no reason... normally, hangin out wit christine and tina wud cheer me up but not yesday... i dunno wats wrong?.. Personal eMotion Syndrome i guess... hehe.. dunno la..

but then i was thinkin about it... was thinkin bout wats wrong? wat happening?... n got a few clues of y i am like this..it cud b 1 of them it cud b a mix of all.. i dunno.. im jz spitballin here..

1. Being single for too long??...
2. No outlet for my tension??
3. Monetary problem??

hahaha.. guess it is all of it... hmmm... oh well.. but i dunno la... y my life never stays happy... i dunno.. but without sadness, u dun enjoy happiness... rite???
Weird la.. How i manage to help people with their probz, calming them n cheering them up, but i cant do dat to myself... WHy la??... Do i need sum1 to cheer me up?... DO i need a gf to do dat?... Am i dat pathetic?.... haiz... dunno la.... i keep smiling n live myself....

Another thing dat makes me sad i guess wud b my selection of "crushes"... it's weird.... wenever i have a crush on sum1... its either they get a bf in the process of me tryin to get them or they reject me but sum how end up in a bad relationship.. at times i feel i move to slow... but if im lookin for a gf.. im lookin for a permanent wan... i dun mind having a fuck buddy... great tension releaser.. true dat.. but i wan sum1 i can connect wit... see la.. mayb ill jz get 1 for fun.. jz to fuck around...

Ah fuck it la... ill jz wait n see... i cudt care less now dy... Shud i tell the current crush?.. or shud i remain mum n find another wan?... weird eh how life kick's u in the ass after u help ur frenz goes to the similar shit ur feeling.... haahaa... come to think of it... i feel i have the upper hand yet the feeling of it gets me down...

IM broke! IM internet'less! IM phone LESS! IM Bored! I NEED TO EXERCISE! I need to go bek to the beach!. I NEED TO FORGET MY PAST! i NEED TO B HAPPY! I need sum1 to talk to!

To tina n Christine, Thanks for caring n always being there for me... sorry u cudt make me happy the other day.. it wasnt u, its me... im jz a lil down... u guys never fail to put a smile on my face... I LOVE YOU GUYS! i shall b fine...

haiz... i think i alraedy spoke too much... i need to chill... writing never solve anything for me... guess i need bek the METAL!... quoting Tenacious D "YOU CANT KILL THE METAL".... METAL is me! ANd i AM METAL!... No matter how techno electro i go.... MOSH PIT IS THE BEST!

Till then..................... AMiSADORAMiJZDYINGOFBOREDNESS??

Bek in subang

fuuuhhh.... its been 1 weeks exactly i've been in subang... its awesome... looking back on wat happen this past week.. haha.. more stuff 2 do.. more tense but more fun as well.. hahaha...

Started sem 6 of my diploma in SAE... HELL YES!... MORE FILM STUFF... WOOHOO!!.. i love film... tho havent quite master the art of the camera.. rusty dy.. camera handling damn goyang.. haha.. but it's all cool.. practice practice practice!!hahahaa... the best cure.. hahaha..

i think my anger is comin bek again.. but only cz the internet has been gay (no pun intended.. watever the pun is).... why is it the cables in taiwan always comin undone...??... chinese made cables is it? hahaha... but im tryin to control wat once destroyed me... laughin never cease.. ahahah...

Past 2 days hasnt been such a good day... bike tyre flat on the way to a club.... phone n internet line being cut off wen needed the most.... ARSENAL LOST (reserving my moment of silence T.T)... Being broke..hahah.. as usual.. INDIAN HERE!!.. hehehe XD XD...

yeah yeah.. im racist.. so wat?.. arent u?.. really?.. ur not???.. wow.. i might see u in hell as well den.. hehehe... im rascist to my own race.. no joke. but im rascit to the other races jz to b equal.. haha.. cmon... wat?.. anti me?.. LOL.. too bad lor.. deal wit it.. haah XD...

anyways.. been a lil lonely lately... not like want a pussy lonely (tho i dun mind sum rite now XD)... but jz dat who noe's me.. noe's me la.. hahah.. i mean.. i prefer to come bek home n have sum1 to talk to... nothin can beat that feeling.. tru rite??... its never easy for me to find any1... being the looks n the cash isnt mine.... i can only offer myself n my happiness... well.. dat's it la.. jz waiting for lady luck ( yea, cz ill b the lucky wan :D ).... nothin but hope..

owh... isnt it weird.. wen u need sum1 to talk to, no1 is to be found... wen u duwan to chat.. ppl jz find u like ur the only left in the net/ phone lines.. hahaha.. i mean i have nothin against it.. im thankfull n blessed to have many frenz.. but at times... y la?.. hahaha.. yea yea.. i noe.. im not complainin la.. jz dat at times, .. haih.. nvm... jz me bring bored at times...

My internet radio is blooming... record number of people... 12... yea.. haha.. ok la.. isnt great but from where i started.. like 1 person only. that 12x more people :-).. doin good.. i think im gettin better at my mixing.. but aching to mix on CDJ at college but cant... freaking ramadhan month no overnitez... haih.. oh well.. jz have to wait...

anyways.. thank you for readin and and being my fren... sorry if i have done any wrong to any of u.. love u all! till next time.. owh... have a new mix.. will upload wen i have my net bek... till den... ciowz!

Kuantan... week 1

Breathe the half fresh air of haze n mountain breeze... feeling peace n traquility in the comfort of my own home... listenin to the bark of my own dog.... owh, such pleasure...

hahaha... yea yea.. i sound like a drama queen.. hahaha.. anyways.. kuantan is great... hangin out.. chilin at home... its all good... sleeping late... waking up late without an alarm or date... Ignorance is bliss....

Yesday was at the beach wit camel n Fu aun... swam for a bit... it was fun... the waves was awesome.. n the company... priceless...wished taht more of the lot cud have come.. the more the merrier rite??...

got another 2 weeks or so here... still plannin wat to do in my coming weeks.. i wanna work but prefer working nitez.. in a club... so dj la... but susah la this club people.. especially the crowd here... Fucking Hip Hop n RnB only people.. open up ur mind la... niggafaggots!!.... but its all good.. mayb ill drop by the club n pass my demo cd later....

wit all the things goin on.. i stil do miss subang.. not for the hectic traffic or the fresh bus smoke i breathe in (fucking change the bus la!!)... but more on the company la.. my classmates.. My dj nitez in college.. My best fren, christine n tina with their humour n company... MISS YOU GUYS!..

but being in kuantan gave me time n space to relax.. un wind my troubles n past... im calm n peacefull now... i hope it remains till i get bek to KL... anyways.. till den... HAVE A GREAT WEEK>...

Current Situation...

Its beena long time since i updated this thing. Not that i dun wan to but been busy and have been thinking a lot lately... so to keep u updated.. im fine... doin ok wit myself.. jz getting by moment to moment jz to survive.... hahaa.. a lil vague?... here here.. more detail's... well, this is wat i've been doin for the past 4months....

Been in 1 movie production.. like a proper movie production.. not a big budget wan but it was good expereince. 3weeks of fun, hard work, zombie like state of mind. Worked with many talented n famous people in the industry. Elaine Daly (Miss Malaysia), Lorna Choong (Stage Actress, choreographer), Khir Rahman (Puteri Gunung Ledang), Johan John (director of Ghost 8tv) and many other.. the crew n cast... we're fantastic... I hope the movie turns out good. cz during the shooting, a few of the crew cried during those sad moments.. thats how good it was....

After that, i worked on 3 minor yet experiencing projects... Worked for Johan John again, this time its a short comedy about prostitutes n the financial situation.. it was fun... i was the production assistant. So running around B.B n Jalan Alor getting them food n drinks. It was fun tho... Manage to act again... this time i was the brothels bouncer.. hahaha.. shit i do.. den again i got paid.. so no complain there.. hahaha...

Then i helped in on one of the 15Malaysia project short films (u'll noe wen it hits the tv... comin out this 17th august.. MY BDAY!!!)... i become the boom man @.k.@ audio guy in the production.. i was on the project with the Minister of Health acting.. yes my frenz... THE FREAKING MINISTER OF HEALTH!!!! n it was fun... good day! good shoot!...

Den i had my lecturer's crappy but experiencing project.. a video of a zapin dance.. it was freaking chaotic at first.. but it turned out allrite..all the footages are still in the skool's computer.. heheheheh...

Been goin out alot.. compared to the 1st 2years i was here... clubbin, lepaking , chilling.... yes, life has been different since the... change. Been more free... but u noe la.. its always better to have sum1 close to talk too... Goin out wit christine... so fun.. never fail to cheer me up.. even wen im down.. tho they never see my "emo-ness"... hope to go out wit the ladies again... nothing cheer's me up den banging my BFF.. hahahaha LOL.. yes, i noe that sounded gay...

Jz finish my 1st ever DJ-ing job in a club... it was allrite la.. tho the flyers stater electro n house n progressive music, sum ignorant bitches still wanted RnB.. No life is it?... RnB so.. so.. gay!!... not unless ur dancing wit ur partner n hoping to score sum dat nite.. which apparently, dem ladies wont be getting any... but it was good la.. manage to rock the crowd here n there.. its good.. but im still waiting for my cash... WHRE THE FUCK IS MY MONEY CHOO????

Yes, i am broke at the moment.. n have been broke for 2weeks already... sad isnt it?... haiz... i cant go bek home to kuantan cz cant buy ticket money...i wan to go bek home.. sit by the beach, feel the air, flirt wit the ladies there (dun tell any1), see the sunset while sititng on the highest rock.. pure BLISS..... so emo now... cant do anything... cant go out anywhere... if i stay like this, on sunday ill jz ride my bike home la... need to be home for my sis bday... i alredy missed my dad's bday.. not gonna miss this wan oso....

well, my exam is over.. hve nothing to do... y internet n phone has been cutt... need my cash to pay but im broke.. WHRE THE FUCK IS MY MONEY CHOO???????..... anyways.. till i go home.. take care y'all... cik officer, baik2 yea... anything calling2 me... ciowz people...!

Psytrance Mix

Hey guys.. been long since i posted my Dj set... here's an old wan but i jz uploaded it la.. so .. enjoy!..

Dreamcore2 by Crazy Sinclair

My psytrance mix... it was mix long ago but i was too lazy to upload it.. but here it is now..

Track list:

1. Vaishiyas - Spacelord
2. Astral Projection - Power Gen (Space Cat Remix)
3. Astral Projection -Nilaya (Melicia Remix)
4. Astral Projection - Mahadeva (John '00' Flaming Remix)
5. Astral Projection - Still Dreaming

This Wan wen i started enjoying Psytrance.. hence most of the tracks are from Astral Projection... I Have A Bigger Collection Now...

weeee~~~

WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

LOl.. no, that wasnt a call for sum dum korean superstar!...... i finally finish my 2nd production. Help out Johan John again.. this time its a spin off from the 1st production i made wit him.. not bad. this time im promoted la... i was production Assistant a.k.a Production runner... well, i was the runner and the propman.. i love it la... besides carrying 2boxes of mineral water from 99speedmart to swiss garden hotel (estimated 4oometers of horror), everythin was good.. we finish shoot at 6am.. finish cleanin n putting bek akl the stuff aroung 7.30am.. dam tirring but very fun... rode bek to my place here... had a bath... clean my place a little.. very dusty.. slept for an hour.. woke up at 3pm.. msg my fren who was on the bus.. she bored la so teman2 skit.... den continue sleep.. (Fade out) :-)

(Fade in) woke up at 6pm n been onlining since aahaha...


Update on my life atm...;

Love ; still in search.. have a 1 in mind so still tryin my luck... hopefully all goes well la

college : busy but ok.. now got a stupid project on shooting the bharatnatyam dance.. danced by students n college mates.. WTF???... get a life Mr. Ismail.. y cant we shoot proper dances?

Working : Finish 2productions, 1 Dj-ing job in 1month 2weeks.. very tiring... but fun n very much giving me the experience n contacts... awesome ness.. OWH!!!.. im DOin a stand up comedy in Zouk on thursday, jul 2nd... Come n support please!!...

LIfe ; partying hard.. finally gonna watch a movie tmr... Transformers here i come... Been goin out alot to clubs n party n events... Went to watch Twice Da Rice Gig at Gloria jean Mont Kiara.. awesomeness..


well.. thats my update for now la... hmmmm... adios.. hope to see u guys at my stand up gig... support baby!!

aaaaahhhh.. finally

hmmm.. after 1month +... almost two months.. i finally got my proper sleep.. a beautful, none distubance sleep.. dam nice!

hmm.. lazy la wanna rite blog nwdays.. wat to do... becoming a fat fuck.... time to loose weight.. where's the cheap gym>>

its been a while

OMG.. so long dy never post a post on this blog... its been like wat?? 3weeks?.. a month?.. i dunnno.. so amayn things happen. i finish my porduction.. pictures will come in later la..

done my 1st dj job.. al tho pro bono n not the normal songs i play.. i got a good response from the crowd.. its was allrite la...

love life... haiz.. confusing..... details shall not be added... hahah...

skool.. fucked up as always...

not enuf sleep..

need a drink

need to jam..

now need to go college..
ciowz

1ST DAY OF PRODUCTION!!!

IF u didnt noe... i started interning/ helping in on a film produciton today.. well actually thursday la.. the film is called Cahaya...

So far the production been awesome.. here's ur daily laughter.. i am assistant costume/assistant art director/ production biatch!!.. ahahhahah..but its cool... the cinematography has been awesome!~!... JOhn Johan direction superb..

n its a hectic schedule tho but its all good..the shooots are mostly at nitez.. so ill b like on set from 5pm till 6am.. for now la.. cudnt remember about the other locations.. but it is awesome. wait ar.. i try see i can get pictures from the production that khairil m bahar (producer/actor) tagged me on fb..

ok.. got it.. here dey are... Me tryin to screw bek a screw into the switch board.. fucking cables j zwont fit.

From Left To right:
Fong, Agam, Me

From Left To right:
Me (wit Camera), Zamri (sitting down), Agam

till next time folks.. its 7am.. yes AM.. n im gonna sleep.. ciow..

Electro Set.. MUSIC BABY

I made this song while i was 27hours without sleep...

Its now been 36hours i have not sleep.. n im uploading this.. ahha. awesome.. anyways.. check out the song.. u'll love dem...

Friday spin by Crazy Sinclair

Mixing Using Virtual Dj After 24hours of no sleep... a lil sloppy but its ok la... please listen in stereo. mind blastin!

Tracks :

1. Dont Phunk With My Heart ( Klass Style 2009)
2. Pretty Fly 2009 (DJ GRIN DEE Electro Remix)
3. Dani California (Sebastien B Remix)
4. In The Dark '09 (Peter C. Dark Remix)
5 Numb ( Private Edition 2009)

Testing!!

jz testing this track i mashed up.. seeing wat u guys thing.. n testing this website's uploader..

Omen Twin MIx ( DJ Sinclair vs dirty dico remix) by Crazy Sinclair

FREAKIN HOT!!!!

DID YOU KNOW>..... That today, 8th of MAy 2009, its reach 40 freaking degress celcius here/... WTF!!!???... dam hot dey... i was sweating like hell.. i drank my 2litre bottle of water in half a day... holy cow!!..

hah! (exhaling)... owh.. been spinning on9 this past week... THANKS TO EVERY! WHO LISTENED N COMMENTED>>> will b playing more!!.. JZ DROP ME A REQUEST>>>

for u who dun noe.. this is the link.. it only works wen im spinnin.. illl let u noe wen i do.. chakra_sonic20033@hotmail.. add me if u wanna noe wen i spin.. msn or ym la...


The link to my Radio is http://leonardsinclair.listen2myradio.com/ .....

Hope to hear from u guys!!

hahahaha

I LOVE ARSENAL!! THEY"RE MY FAVOURITE TEAM BUT... HAHAHAH... ILL JZ SHOW U LA. den u'll see

"Mikael Silvestre
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Mikael Silvestre will not play at Fratton Park on Saturday. "Silvestre has a groin as well. We have not scanned him yet [so we don’t know about Tuesday] but he will miss Saturday for sure," said Wenger"


lol.. wat the hell?.. isnt it obvious he has a groin?/ lol.. haha...

well, its suppose to be that silvestre has a groin injury as well.. hahaha;... anyways// GO ARSENAL!!.. GUNNERS FOR LIFE!!

poem of relaxation

a bird fly n sings,
the soft soothin touch of a the wind,
a loyal companion at ur side,
sharing the peace v died to fight,

lol.. i suck at peace poem.. love n hatred only.. lol.. next time ill try again.. aahaah

Back in Kuantan..

After my Grandfather's funeral on Wednesday evening, i stayed a night at my my "village' to rest...

FYI.. an indian funeral is jz like an Indian wedding... EXTREMELY LONG!!!!.... so many things to do.. Thank God im a christian.. sprinkle a few holy water, chuck me in the ground.. kao tim.. no problemo...anyways. he was safely buried... (reserve a moment of silence)....


ok.. then i decided to follow my parents bek home to kuantan for the weekend, since i have no class.. goin bek sunday morning... come here jz to relax.. gonna go to the beach tmr.. wanna relax n feel n SMELL the ocean breezzzeee~!!!... im sick of smelling freaking lorry exaust smoke.... i can die if i have to that another 20years...the beach if always the best place for me.. it calms my mind... n the food at my beach... MARVELOUS... there's the Famous MEE CURRY STALL 'HOI YIN", the best ais kacang stall, n if u feeling a fast bite, McD's n KFC is jz there... PALM BEACH BABY!!!..

let u noe more nexxt time... ciowz!!!!... KUANTAN MOTHER CHOOT!!!!

my grandfather...

my grandfather jz passed away.. its 2.15am now.. i jz got a called from my mum...

i will be in jerantut this week.... fuck man.. he jz died... gotta hold bek my emotions..

say wat?

huh?.. since wen i ask u bek?.. trying to screw me up ar?... SORRY>>> THE REST OF THE MSG HAS BEEN CENCORED BY ME DUE TO TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES>>>


TO MY AQUANTAICE TO WHOM THIS MSG IS TO>>> U ShALL NOE THE NEWS WEN UR NOT READY>> YES>> WEN UR NOT READY>

frenz?... hahah i think not..

hmmm.. frenz u say.. sorry.. lets get a direct quote shall we.. "aquaintance".. nicely put.. good2..

i shall honour your last wishes for u have been buried within me... ur soul shall make a fertile ground for my next soul.. n i shall go soul hunting till i am finally satisfied.. yet remember dat ur soul is wat fuels my hate..

so good bye, sayonara, be dead n stay history for yesday was passed n u are no longer forever...



P.S... hahahahaha.. im still happy.. muahahaha.. FML..

haiz... susah la..

yeah.. its been 3weeks of being single n apart.. but yesday.. sum thing make me think la..

i was watchin Nick & Nora Infinite playlist, a movie (duh!), n i remembered all the times that i spend wit her... all the good times, all the dates...

susah la... but im keeping this in my heart.. cz she doesnt wan me bek.. so wat for go susah2 propose again rite?.. i need to move on la.. but wat 2 to.. used to be so close..

nvm dat,.. im broke like fuck now.. like i have 5cent left in my wallet... jz now lunch n tea oso covered by my classmates ( THANKS ANDREW N TITUS).... haiz.. i need a job but so hard to find a job in my field.. guess i need to do my old job bek 4 a while den.. WAITER!!!....

haiz.. see la how.. ok la.. till den..

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tired... bored... crazy... broke.... thatd the 4words i can use to describe my week... been sleeping less nwdays.. n im used to it.. been sleepin like 4-5am everyday... crazy..

tryin to write a script for a drama i wanna do for the astro competition..... cant wait to DJ again but im broke like (insert ur favourite curses here)....

body feels so tired tho i sleep enuf.. (insert ur favourite curses here)........

haiz.. sien la.. dunno wat to write.. owh.. i LOVE PRODIGY NEW ALBUM... n ASTRAL PROJECTION>>> 2 awesome electronica band...

FML.. hahahahah

there this site call FML (fuck my life).. no its not porn..lol... its whre people type things of wat stupid things happens in their life.. i was laughin histerically like a madman alone reading their stuff.. here sum stuff...

Today, I turned 18. Nothing was said at breakfast, but I figured they'd remember and we'd have cake at night. I came home and there was cake, but not for me. My sister got her period for the first time during the day and they were celebrating. Apparently, a vaginal discharge was more important. FML

Today, I celebrated my 21st birthday. My boyfriend of almost 3 years gave me a big pink vibrator. Thinking it was a joke I said: "I won't need this as long as I have you!" His reply: "That's what I wanted to talk to you about." FML

Today, I was petting my cat when my new mood ring turned bright purple. I checked the piece of paper that came with the ring and saw that purple meant I was feeling "hot, sexy, and passionate." According to my ring, I'm hot for my cat. FML

Today, I was masturbating to a video a friend sent me. The girls were hot, walking out on a stage doing all sorts of sexy manuevers. The video was close to ending and the announcer in the video announced the winner. His name was Dan. It was a drag competition. My friend knew I'd whack off to it. FML

Today, I found my phone under the car seat after three days. I flipped it open ready to issue apologies to everyone who had tried to get in touch with me and I had worried. No missed calls. FML

Today, I was at my new apartment. My fiance was coming home so I filled the apartment with candles and put on some sexy music. When he came up to my door, I answered the door, naked. What I didn't know was that he was bringing his dad to see the new apartment. FML

this and more on this website.... http://www.fmylife.com/ ... enjoy..

my break up poem for you, my dearest fren..

once a upon a time,
the was sweetness in the air,
not a taste of sour lime,
a time where for each other we cared,
then things got ruff,
all teary eyed n heart,
all the things we've love,
chizzled together keeping us part,
now ur gone n i realise my love for u was strong,
but all i ever wanted is to see u smiling (hahahaha.. u noe wat song that was from),
im sorry for my the things i;ve wronged,
i hope we'll b frenz since then till dying...

not as good la.. but ok ok lor.. hehehehe

what a week!!

hmmm its been.. 5days??? since i broke up wit my gf (now ex gf).. sumhow for me.. i feel fine.. n sumhow happy but still feel empty la.. how not to feel like dat?.. a person i really loved wit all my heart n soul jz gone like dat.. but we;re still frenz..mayb cz i saw the break up cmoing n it was gradual instead of a sudden fight n fuck off thingy..muahahaha...

but v still chat n talk about our past n present.. i mean we're close frenz but there will always b that connection of wat we had n gone tru together... i still love her but i think, n she tinks, its better v remain frenz.. tho i sumtimes feel it a lil dream shattering la.. but life must go on n im finding it pretty happy.......

SInce monday, i;ve been a crazy overactive pig (ah ha.. u didnt noe such things exist.. lol).. monday went for class, den futsal den overnighted at titus place.. had 2hours of sleep.. den went to studio for my post production assignments... lepak here n there.. then saw JOHN upstairs at the DJ room.. apa lagi.. balik, mandi, pack CD overnite lagi... no sleep tonitez.. after DJ sessions, class. wit mr ismail.. a real funny man.. mmg wa tabik sama lu la, sir,,..

Den came home.. slept for 14hours straight.. i didnt even wake up in the night.. i was dead for that 14hours..hehehe.. den.. wen for an audition in bukit bintang for a movie.. came bek... bought my USB modem n got it cheap la.. sort of... then went to summit n hang out wit cynthia (she is my fren from kuantan church).. chat about old time.. kinda got a job or a proposal to do wit her skool prom.. need to find DJ stuff from my college.. things like dat la...

den friday.. today..went studio.. did my post production thingy... went futsal.. came bek home.. chatted wit my ex.. ada la rasa rindu skit kat dier xp skang kawan je la... shared a few "break up songs" wit her.. lol... den now im here lor... jz typing msg to any1 who is dumb enuf to read n waste time on my blog..

tomoro goin for my college open day.. goin for the food mostly.. muahaha.. den again,.. so is every1 in my collge.. h aaa.. o.. till then.. ckiow..

single again

yes.. i am single again.. apparently my girl quit.. saying he doesnt u.stand anymore.. hahah.. how to u.stand me wen u keep talking to other people?.. anyways... i dun mind.. her choice.. so im single bek again.. goin bek on the prowl again.. woohhooo!!!.. ladies lets go...

FEEL GOOD INC.

hmm.. if u've been reading my blog.. u'd see how mentally unstable i was... but now im fine.. im healthy n happy.. been doin a lot of thinkin (n been a whole lot patient wit things)....

i got four movies from naz the other day... Fight club, seven puonds, slumdog millionaire and halloween.... these 4movies actually can be put to 2categories in my personality...

personality 1:

Slumdog millionaire and seven pounds... Love n trials to keep a love goin... if u've wat6ched this movies u'd see that both movies really fight for people's happiness n sacrificing their need for others.. im not saying im such a saint n will sacrifice anything (im still an alien wit needs) but i'll do anything for the wan i love.. anything jz to have dat person around (but not till locking them up in a basement la).. n the things they do jz so they can see other people happy.... seven pounds really, really touched my heart.... good movies

Personality 2:

Halloween n Fight club... hmmm.. its my other personality.. its the Devil in me ;-o..... halloween shows how a child wit a twisted mind can be.. which kept me thinkin dat i cud have been like dat if i didnt have an inner voice (yes, i hear voices in my mind.. every second)... n fight club wud be the lonely/sad part of my life... i sumthing speak to myself (again.. voices appears) but its revolves around the past things dat has happen.. but it evolutionize its self to wat i shud have said n becomes a whole diff story.. when dat happen, i have tonnes of question n sick, demented ideas come's up to mind...


overall.. this 4 movies can really sum up into protaying my 2most outstanding displayed emotion or inner thought.. watch those movies n u'll noe how i really am...

say sumthing

Sorry if i treat u bad,
but im really goin mad,
I no longer have my heart,
My oush to live is cutted,
Im Findin it hard to live without my heart,
I need peace but its worlds apart,
Staring in the mirror,
I see myself as a serial killer,
Blood flow tru my scarred skin,
i noe in life i can no longer win,
I u.stand if u wanna leave,
IM crazy but even i wud leave,
My life slowly falls like a dried leaf,
I hope u talk to me n say sumthing in the future,
or ill think to you i mean a useless, dreadfull creature...

now i u.stand wat it feels like to be the character played by edward norton in "Fight Club"... all my life i noe i was a bit crazy but it all crumble, shattered, broken n pierce my soul out jz recently.... im a broken man... nite after nite i feel depressed yet in the morning im as cheerfull as the singin nightingale...

dunno anymore

i dunno anymore.. i cant take it... i feel like quittin but its tough.. i dun trust myself.. i dun trust people... i hate myself even more now.. getting tense, angry for no reason for for the slightest reason.. my frenz dunno noe .. mayb cz they never seen me yell at any1 or any1 of them for that matter before... i have a severe anger/trust/betrayal issue... i've had it since i was young.. but it now develope into sumthing that i fear might be overboard.. i need help.. professional help.. but i think my remaining sanity is helpfull enuf.. but its not long till i explode n create a chain saw massacre (or a double parang massacre) here... only girlfren has seen dis.. my anger n my other side (in which i always say is my other personality, the devil that was suppose to be born??..)

Wen i say i have issues, i mean i have issues... wanna noe how bad?... my gf fears me.. not out of respect, but out of scaredness... she fears me n it shows.. i hate it... how can u be with sum1 who fears u, not respect... haha.. respect.. even i hardly respect myself.. how could any1 else... it kills me sumtimes, like literally, wen i noe i made my gf cry or scared... but i dunno y is it that only she i can show my anger too.. but not in fornt of her.. only wen she's far away or not directly in front of me... her face n her presence always keeps me calm.. no matter how pissed, im still in control..

but now she's far away.. my peace n calmness is no longer here... my twin is up n is giving me a heartbreak, my life as i noe is coming to a waste... i dunno.. mayb i need to let sum steam out ( n no darling, typin it out dun work, it only aggravates it).... i need music.. i need to let out my scream... i need to scream for the devil... let it out... stop disturbing me...AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!! i've gone crazy... i mean like sociopath/psychopath, killer mind, serial killer doin it for a serial thriller reliever... i can talk to myself n answer myself as a different person.. my gf heard that once... n i wasnt messing around.. i actually lost my brains out... it wasnt a good conversation...i was arguing wit her (in which case i was at fault, really2 big time fault..)

what am i to do?... i dun wanna die early but ithink its best for every1... i feel like taking 500DB of Subwoofer n fit it in my brain.. at least i can die wit music (n wit style)... i noe no1 wan reads this stupid depressing, psychopath blog, even my girl read other people wan instead of mine... but if u are reading it, n u think u can help or encourage me to kill myself, here's my email.... chakra_sonic20033@hotmail.com ..... chakra_sonic20033@yahoo.com ... n my phone number 017-9562767 ... in case u wanna call me 1 last time.. (i dunno how long i have till im no longer here)... till then... i say good bye to every1 n any1.. sorry for the pain i've cause n the hearts i've broken... i hope all is forgived n forgotten...

Marbles missing

IM sorry but im an idiot,
My sole Purpose is to create a riot,
I hate to fight,
but i no longer tell which's rite,
a mystic figure shadows my sight,
covering me from a single light,
i glow from within,
but i shine wit sin,
mayb bcz i wear a mask,
giving me hate like a hot water flask,
My world crumbles n shatters,
under my breathe curses i mutter,
the thunder growls and the slammin shutter,
i wanna be free, away from this cluster,
i wish to die sooner not later,
but i promise sum1 ill b there forever,
mayb i will, mayb i'll never,
but i noe im much crazierr,
till den so long my n good bye my long lost fren,
i shall see u again in the end.

HATE!!

i no longer have feelings,
only hatred lingers,
i cant no longer heal,
my scars stays forevers,

my mind has no peace,
i cant live with ease,
being happy is my wish,
but only hate on my list,

i noe its bad,
it only makes me sad,
but now i have no patience,
im out to get my vengeance,

God n Satan dwell in me,
interpreting wat they see,
should i kill or let it be,
my sould no longer free,

nw i go to a place i hate,
yet destined to be by fate,
where angels sing n fire's burn,
In God ray i will burn...

WHAT IS LOVE?

What is love??.. really?? Can anyone really describe wat love is? I really think not... because.. if u can decribe it, ur jz faking love..

You might say love is sum1 caring for someone... does dat mean u love ur barber/hairstylist?

you might say love is sum1 doing sumthing from the bottom of their heart... does dat mean all charitable person love the poor??


i wud say love is sumthing u could not explain... love is sumthing dat comes from deep within (i hope its not from ur bowels)... love is sumthing u feel.. love is more than tolerating one another differences... love is... well.. LOVE!!...

i simply cant explain it but i feel it.. WHY is love so hard to explain??.... there was a saying i say in the movie sepet (or how i wud sum it up)... " You can love sumone in a second but u cant like the person a minute..."... i guess thats y there are so many sick puppies around, me included... yes im still in love.. very much in love... it'll b two years in june but of cz, a lil much longer for me (as i was the sick puppy :-D), but i still love my darling the same i loved her wen i 1st fell in love.. i think i grew much more since den.. all the things we share n we've been tru... i really think what i have wit her, i can never achieve it wit any other human (or living creature for that matter)......yes, the pass 6months havent been such a silky smooth ride but i think im becoming more u.standing, well at least i hope i am....but wats a relatioship without its ups n downs... seriously, if ur a couple n havent had ur quarrel yet, sumthing sum where is wrong.....


Back to topic, LOVE... LOVE... LOVE>>> yes... im in love!!.. im filled wit love n im surrounded by it... my darling definitley drowns me wit love, my parents, my frenz.... but i wud say that a lover's love knows no boundary.. yes.. my darling, my chayang (dis word copywrited, daniel dun steal.. muahahahahha)... my one and only princess n sweetie, miss vageswary @ stella (wat to do, nowadays got people muz have london name :-p)...

my trip bek to kuantan was really wat i needed from the tension i've bee pullin without being near my darling... the 1st 3days was filled wit hugs n kisses, very romantic, tho i only hand at her place it was better den being far away not seeing tru dat star filled eyes...

ok.. im gonna stop now n let u guys finish vommiting.... i noe i noe.. very revolting.. yea yea.. i noe la... but wat to to.. got people steal my heart so im like this lor... hmmm... i wonder wether i shud tell u guys bout how i met my sweet heart.. dat will b another time.. of cz...

b4 i go... DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

WHO AM I??

Who am i really?... if u judge by my blogs n stuff, u wud summarize me into a few things

1. very in love
2. very dark
3.hopeless romantic


yes i am all of that but i am much more... here.. today i reveal to you wat i am trully.. no more mask, no more macy's day parade...

I am alone.. yes i have a gf but i still feel alone... i have frenz yet i still feel alone... im always the person that blended in but sumhow becomes the forgotten one... i realise this wen i was young, 9-10 years old.. mayb being the eldest in the family, i had to look out for myself more.. i tend to do thinks by myself... yes i love being wit company but sum how, i dunnno, i still feek left aside..

im not saying that i have a bad gf, no... wen im wit her, i cherish every single milisecond with her but i do wonder y i still feel emoty at times...
mayb its me, i noe its me but y so???

being me, i try to "lose myself" in music.. but reality has to hit my head every 10mins.. at those moments i feel alone.. and im a guy who cant seem to forget the past... it rewinds in my head like a post production studio.... wenever i hear or see sumthing that reminds me of sumthing or a conversation, the memory lingers, most of the time it becomes a re-act of those memories in which case i think of wat i shud have said or done... it like a dream only that ur not sleeping... kinda depressin really but thats jz me... n bcz of this "gift", i had alot of problem wit my gf... not that i wanna bring up old stories wen we have arguments, but it jz pops up.. i wanna b forgetfull, especially of my past but wat am i to do???.

n i like being an entertainer, a crowd pleaser.. so i try to "satisfy" every1 needs as much i can... im not saying i like to help people but i think i have "entertainer blood".. watever the hell that means.... like instance, i cant sing, but i still sing anyways (wit music in the bekground) jz so i can please a crowd (this no longer happens but i stil love to do it).. i do things jz to see people happy...

So who am i really?.. am i jz a make believe of everything i seee n hear?? am i jz a psychopath who deals wit his problems differently??. who am i or WHAT Am I?>>. i dunno. trying to work things out wit myself... mayb i shud had taken psychology course... at least i cud do sum medical test on myself to see wether im scientifically retarded... mayb i already am jz dat im taking it lightly... WHO?????? WHAT???????? WHY?????.... STOP ASKING QUESTIONS!!! i hope i get to fake my death... jz to see how many people wud actually come to my funeral.. that'll b fun... jz to see my family coming to bury.. i doubt any1 else wud come but time will tell.. till den... i hope to write again..

hmmm.. i wonder if i have multiple idiotic personality syndrome... ill let u noe if i find out... :-)

sorry sayang

fight fight fight... dats all i do rite now wit my gf.. no more romantic feeling, no more taking care of her feeling, jz destroyinh her mental health..

Y da hell im like this nowdays, i dun noe..jz feeling angst n frustation without a reason... always finding prob.. Y Y Y Y AM I A FUCKING ARSEHOLE TO MY GAL!!!???..

She didnt do anything to hurt me but im hurting her,.. i cant live wit that feeling.. knowing that i hurt her so much.. i noe i can say sorry but it really doesnt do the trick.. i can still tell she's sad n pissed at me...

i wanna jz break wit her jz so i wont pressure her anymore but i still love her so much n i rather b wit her than without..fuck im confuse..
n i know she's hurt.. really badly... wat am i to do??.. sorry sayang.. i cant do much.. i hate myself so much right now.. knowing ur sad that i caused it.. hurts me n make me feel like wanna kill myself... i hope u kill me wen i meet u jz so u'll feel better n live ur live happily without me pressuring me again..i feel so fucked...

i feel bad

i feel like suicide


i feel like such an ass...

i hope i die..

i hope i dun live to see the next day light...

i hopeu live happily ever after..

i hope u dun feel hur cz of me again..

i hope u dun cry anymore
i hope u dun b sad anymore.

im gonna leave u alone for a while now,.. but im not breaking up..
im not quitin u wen i have sumthing really special..

u changed my life... u actually made me enjoy life ina way i never felt..

i finally noe wat true love is..

but now i jz hate my self..

ok im gonna shut up now..

if u feel like callin or msgin me anytime..

please do... imm really really sorry.. :-(<

evil pictures of me

THIS ARE PICTURES TAKEN BY TITUS MACBOOK PRO>>>
EXJOY THE EXXTREME N HORRIFIC FACES OF ME!!!

DR.Frankenstein!!

EVIL EYEDS

CMON.. every1 love horny elves.. muahahahadun u jz love fat kids.. hahaha

OMFG!!!!oooooooodun i look like the guy from the dragonball comic.. hahahacute inbred childrenDO YOU HEAR THE LOVE?? WOOT WOOT!!my triple eyed twin.. so sexy... lol..

DEAD NOT BURIED

i sumtime wonder why am i on eart?? wat ever i do effects sum1 in sumway... especially my gf... i've beeen a really, really, really bad bf lately.. yelling at her for no reason.. stupid rite? y treat her like dat wen she my princess, the queen on my heart... but it did happen n no matter how much sorry i say, it the n guilt never goes away..

im no the kind of guy that can forgive n forget... forgetin is 1 of my BIG flaws, i never can forget.. things dat happen, conversation jz comes in my mind at random times n i am force to replay the memories over again.. it suck.. i think im half past crazy.. dunno la.. if u wud excuse me.. i wanna go murder a mosquito n kill the internet..

??/

i hate... i hate... i hate...

oops.. wrong blog...

sorry for being a jerk...

im sorry sayang... for all this while being suchan idiot 2 u... hope u u.stand... sorry..


peace is wat i really need,
sumthing only u can give,
tho i have made u weep,
but without u i cannot live,
a hug from u is all i want,
a warmth unlike the sun,
ur kiss as sweet as candy's sweet,
i promise u a dinner under candlelith,
i may b fat but my love is fit,
i miss wen on my lap u sit,
tho nw i hear the noise of india,
ill love u where ever u are,..

tiredness...

haiz... its 8pm... n its been 32hours since i last slept... overnited in college to record sum songs... need to go bek n sleep.. tired...

finally, i get to go bek on friday.. 4.30pm bus to kuantan... wanna meet my sayang,.. miss her so much.., have been a really really bad bf latey... scolding her for no reason.. haiz.. really bad.. wanna make things rite wit her.. at least have my valentine date wit her... hopefully a day at the beach... jz sit, picnic n wATCH the sunset...

also go bek n fic my laptop screen.. crack!!!!.. aiyaa.. lazy write la.. wanna go bek home 1st... wanna shower, n sleep.. like a log , sleep, n hope no stupid fuckin mutha fucka's wake me up (no offense to uncle but i need my rest la!!).... till then.. ciowz

crazy february

so LOng never blog.. malas ler.. anyways, here's my update..

SHIFted house from shah alam to USJ1.. better environment (den again, anywhere without that bitch is a good environment)...

HAvent spend at least 2hours wit my gf for the past 4weeks in total (yes, only 2hours the most 4 3weeks),.. very very sad n missing my gal so much...

tonnes of assignment with due dates coming up.. really crazy.... recording a lot lately. most probably recording my band tmr morning...

ok la.. in class now.. hopee mr.aarif dun kill me.. lol... ur class is fun..

idiocy of life..

Anyone who drive of ride a bike know taht in kl or selangor (its the same la u idiots.. u live 20mins away), that people drive like maniacs... i dun know where u guys get the license (definitely under table wan), all drive so crazy.. in kuantan, at least u can blink wen u drive, here, u blink n that cud be the end of u... car's from the right lane will cut pass u, no signal, to the left lane which is sumtimes is 5lanes apart... they'll jz cut like dat, no signal n the junction is like 10metres away... how fast must u drive n cut... wat the fuck la people...no life meh?.. no brains ka?..aiyoo... use the road like ur grandfather own the road... mangkuk nyer korang!!!...

anyways... here are some idioms in malay i translate to english... hope its funny...

makan tak kenyang, tido tak lena, mandi tak basah - eat not full, sleep like no sleep, bath but not wet,

mati katak - die frog

main kayu tiga - play wood three

air mata - water eye

selamat jalan - safe walk

nyawa-nyawa ikan - fish live

lipas kudung - crippled cockroach

New Year New Post!!

after 14days of the new year baru mau type post.. ini orang banyak suey kan?.. lol....

anyways, here i am.. in college hogging the net since my class starts at 2pm... i went for the Youth09 Battle of the Bands (BTOB) competition.. kinda disapointing really cz we didnt get chosen even for the semi's cz the like 10-12bands that were chosen out of 22bands for the finals suck!! big time!!.. dunno how they choose but wat to do... v jz see only lor.. but lucky the winner was a band worthy a bit la.. very jam band like.. cool.. then fly.fm had the campur charts thingy.. LOVE ME BUTCH played.. AWESOME>. finally after like 1year, i manage to mosh n scream my lungs out... such a relieved (dat how i calm down btw... well at least i use to.)... den i helped my college pack up their equipment cz they had like a open mic thingy.. We co-op wit doppleganger, sum music/live event organiser.. very good artist show up.. Including Scene At The Movie... they were awesome.. even bout their EP.. cool stuff.....

after all the fun n a good night sleep, returning bek to college after 3weeks holiday, it was like ur floating on air like a bird, den suddenly got show in the ass n u drop to earth.. extreme reality we realise... 3Assignments due... 2 3d assignment and 1 studio acoustic assignment...EXTREME!!!!!...

but it was all cool la.. had a fun day.. nw v hav classes wit mr.Arip, fun guy.... so class isnt dat of a bore...

ok.. malas wan type dy.. oo.. ill b shifting house soon but still looking for a place...