Saturday, August 28, 2010

Use the force.

Its 4am now.... really tired... writing this becz i suppose to write 1 earlier... but net was bad.. so.. i write a bit now.. write only becz my baby wanted my too.. and jz for her.. im gonna say..

I LOVE U BABY!!!! ANother 10days and OUR relationship jz had a baby! XD.. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

21st.... so?

well.. today was my 21st burfday... and here are the awesome list of things i did..

-50sit ups
-35pumps

- ate 4 bbq chicken wings
- 20 satays
- 1 murtabak

- watch 2episodes of One tree hill (most probably 5more episodes will b watch tonite)
- on9 (Facebook, neopets)
- sit
- feel bored

(all of this done alone... jz to rub it in) :D

well.. that pretty much sums up the BIG TWO ONE....

pretty much the most boring burfday's i've and i guess among the worse...

well.. got 1more year to see wether next year burfday and how it turns out..

hopes its much better..




ciow

Monday, August 16, 2010

happy 21?... dun think so


another 15 mins i shall be 21 years old... yet i feel the same way i was 6months ago.. broke!

No parties, no casino, no drinking no nothing.. nada! not on my 21st burfday.

i thought at least i wud be wit my frenz.. the only routine ill b having is sleeping at 7am.. waking up at 3pm.. watchin a movie.. eating... dun feel like goin out wit tina or chris anymore..

I rather be alone on my burfday, since my significant other wont be there.. y bother at all?..


so... a very "merry" burfday to me... 21 years old??... its all the same...

Thursday, August 12, 2010

life and how things are

My Life rite now is at a stand still, though, i am alredy 6feet deep in debts. Telco line and my apartment rent... i need Rm2700 to clear everything off... its messed up... my burfday comin up in a week and in the beginning of the year, i tot i wud be at least wit a job by now, a proper paying wan and has sumthing to do wit my line of study. Till now, im beyond broke, my Dj line hasnt evolve. Jz the random gigs here and there dat doesnt pay enuf.. or doesnt pay at all for that matter. Life on monetary issues wit me.. well, has been in the toilet and flushed down.

As for my job hunting, well, mayb im too proud or was jz too happy wit the pay i used to get, but i cant get a descent job. Yes, mayb i have been asking alot but i jz wanna work sumthing in my line of work. I duwan to go bek working promoter or waiter, its annoying, u work like a dog and get a slave salary. Shit, i rather work as a Gigolo dat way. Thank God I have a gf to remind me that im her property.

I was woken today morning by my gf call. Things happen to her at home and after calming her down, i was thinking, what is maturity? Does ur age makes u mature? does ur freedom makes ur mature? Well, i got to thinking and i realise is maturity is standing up for wat u believe in and owning up to responsibilty. People say the older u go the wiser u get. I disagree wit that statement. Its wat u go tru in life, its wat u see, its how u see it and wat u learn from it is wat make u mature. I, Personally, havent seen much in life but i noe wat's my rights and wat I believe. Im not trying to say im matured, cz at times i am still a child but seeing the people around in the world today, im proud to say i have better common sense than sum people.

Back to my DJ-ing life, ON9, My Dj Mixes are doing great. Average of 300listeners per track. IM proud of that. But being state of emergency in Commercial music that plays here in Malaysia, they wan RnB.. FUCK RNB! i have nothing against it, but i hate mixing it.... it suxs... and ita annoying.. WHY THE HELL wud i wanna paly the same shit u hear on the radio?.. like the Exact Same Version?.. ARent YOU FUCKING BORED OF IT??... i had this girl ask me to play the Whole LAdy Gaga Album at one of my event... WTF?.. are we there to Worship that ho?.. no!... so fuck u.. IF i have the song, i'll play 1 song for u or 2 if im feeling generous and dat's about it...

*ahem*.... ok... now dat we've gotten that out the way... Im Always been a Fast and hard Feng tao kaki.. tease me all u wan but shit like groove coverage and Dj Aligator is wat got me into Dance music.. I play weird stuff but only because its good. I Dun stereotype music. Yes, I have been in a Hip Hop Crew, Breakdancing, Beatboxing and rapping. Yes, i Listen to metal, Most pit and head bang. And yes, i am a Dj. I Play music dat i like. U name it and ill play it for u. I'll even play marching songs if i thnks its good. I love music. Music is life to me and has always been.

Well, to conclude this nonsense u've been hearing for me all this while. Age does not make u mature. I HATE MIXING RNB!.. IM BROKE!... I LOVE MUSIC THOUGH!... and after 8months, Im still madly in love wit my gf. So, to u, Ms. Joann Joanna Pinto, who has supported me, Got on my Bitch Duty, Heard and went tru my pains of Indianhood,haha, and for staying tru wit me no matter wat happens, i wanna say I love you and i thank you for being there for me everyday of this 8months and hopefully u'll b there Till we part ways above. I love You.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plqJ2ItfFhQ

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

No Idea

trouble you , trouble me,
your troubles tears me apart,
darknesss deep,
restlessness creep,
how to sleep wen u weep,
water flows yet none to drink,
tears roll down wen eyes are blinked,


wish i was there to hold u tight,
and tell you everything is alrite,
throughout the nightn i feel weary,
for my strenght is passed to u dearly,
yet for u i shall give my life,
for you i will sacrifice,
for you i shall roll the dice,
for i am nothing but dust,
ashes to ashes from dawn till dusk,
i pray for u to be strong at last.

No YOU, NO I,
only WE resides.
the life we live
and everything inside,
The Hope, The Dream,
Of You And Me Combine,
The Moon The Stars,
i pray for US to be together in Mars.

Monday, August 2, 2010

jz for you

Being with you is always great,
in you i shall always see my soulmate,
the rain the wind and the all nite chat,
the best memories of our wonderfull 1st date,

8 months has passed and we're closer den ever,
from december to augst we are still lover's,
loving u is the best dat's happened,
hope it last till we're both i heaven,

this may be lame for i am rusty,
my poetic skill are a lil dusty,
but still i try to write for u,
cz there's nothing i can say but i love you.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Leonard Sinclair

1. leonard 166 up, 56 down

A smart-alec who uses the of cover of "quiet kid" to really suprise people when his true evil nature bursts through the top. Along with that, a harsh critic and demonic leader, capable of driving people over the edge of insanity with his hypnotic skill. Simply a genius, a vulgar, crude-mouthed, explicit, triple X and none-to-gentle genius, but a genius none-the-less.
Kid 1: Wow, that guy just nearly made those girls kill themselves!

Kid 2: He's probably a Leonard...
2. Leonard 48 up, 8 down

The disposition of a lion; lion-hearted; from Leon, a lion, and ard, Teutonic, nature, disposition. German origin.

Leonard’s are known to be fiercely loyal, dependable and upholds the ideals of truth and justice. Leonard’s possess extreme analytical minds and an uncanny ability to know when they are being deceived or lied to. Most Leonard’s are physicists, engineers or in some capacity of the intelligence community. On a more disturbing note, the criminal Leonards, although few in numbers are true masterminds, nefarious and almost impossible to arrest and convict. They love to work with their hands and are able to fix anything. Leonard is the most common name in the science community.

They love to laugh, are self-effacing, witty, smart, cunning and methodical. They have a way of finding joy in all. They are very practical and level headed. They are the most passionate amazing lovers and will always take care of the woman they are with. Most men in the Pornography industry's birth name was Leonard. Leonard is the man every man aspires to be and every woman desires.
I thought I out-smarted him until he pulled a Leonard on me, I knew I had been defeated.
3. Leonard 104 up, 71 down

1:A black male who usually has a large and thick cock but doesn't brag about it.

2:A guy who doesn't brag alot.
Example 1
Girl: Girl his cock was so huge and thick. I think his name was dark chocolate.
Girl 2: Naw he's got to be a Leonard.

Example 2
Guy: I bet that kids name is Leoanrd!
Guy 2: Why?
Guy: Cause he never brags about anything!!

4. Leonard 19 up, 4 down

Lion heart, brave as a lion, German, heart, Latin , Leo, lion
strong, faithful, brave and self sacrificing. Usually a person of great moral integrity who is similar in believe as Leonidas, of ancient Greek 300 fame.

That Leonard saved my life and my nation.

I wish I could Leonard like Braveheart.
5. Leonard 19 up, 5 down

A good friend to have. Extremely loyal & giving but have to be
stabbed in the back. Will go above and beyond to help complete strangers.
Usually well mannered with a tendency for occasional, unexpected outbursts
of rudeness or insensitivity. Can be quite funny and good at uplifting others
stuck in a rut, but careful at choosing when to be serious or joke. A dependable friend.
Terry: "Leonard is always on time for work and hasn't missed a day of work in 4 years."

Susan: "If only everyone were as punctual this business would be more successful."

Rachel: I just can't wait to see Leonard today, he's so sweet.

Megan: "He is really nice. I hear him compliment you all the time."
6. Leonard 13 up, 2 down

Lion Heart
brave as a lion
one who sacrifices his own safety for that of his family and friends
Braveheart was a real Leonard

That Leonard saved my life.
7. Leonard

(noun) german name meaning Brave as Lion. Leonard is the most wonderful and amazing guy you could ever meet. He is perfect in ever way and with each passing moment you will fall more and more in love with as you discover that he truly is the most unique and lovable person you have ever met. He is a truthful, honest person who is on a search from something special in life. he is very popular, incredibly funny, sexy beyond description and so sweet he'll make you feel like the most special girl in his life. He gives the greatest hugs, knows exactly what to say to cheer you up, kisses passionately and being in the same room as him will send shivers and tingles down your entire body. He is sincere, trustworthy and romantic, sexy. Many girls adore him because he's just so beautiful on the inside and outside. He searches for his soulmate, a lady he can trust, who will love him with all her heart. And she will know when she meets him. her heart tells her and her body feels weak with overwhelming feelings of joy. He is the man you know you want to marry because he's the man you love with each fiber of your body. You can't imagine life without him and no matter how much you say that, it can't reflect how you feel about Leonard. he has an adventurous spirit and loves sports, spending time with nature and spending quality time with his family and friends. He's someone you would love to go fishing with, hunting. everything. He's someone you love and he's and amazingly perfect perfect.
A gorgeous person who is overbrimming with love for life. He is a best friend a soul mate for life.Forever. Lovable. Stunning. Amazing. Intelligent. Perfect. Gorgeous. Indescribable.

ex 1
guy 1: that guy is awesome. he's the best friend i've ever had. he would give his life for his mates! he's dope
guy 2: i know man, he's someone to look up to.

ex 2
girl 1: who is that amazing guy fishing and listening to his ipod?
girl 2: that's leondard... i am in love with him. completely

Leonard will leave you breathless and in love with him. An amazing spirit, a beautiful soul, an amazing companion. He is the love that gives you faith in love.
leonard amazing sexy soulmate funny gorgeous athletic wonderful
by leonard<3 Jun 29, 2010 share this

8. leonard 41 up, 54 down

Semi-erection of the penis
"He woke up sporting a rather splendid leonard"
by Lorenzo Martino May 18, 2005 share this
9. Leonard 35 up, 49 down

A Sneaky Bastard.
That sneaky bastard Leonard took Shorty down to the Attorney so He could change his will.

That Bastard Leonard would Fuck his own mother for a Nickel!

I pulled a real Leonard on her and went out with the other chica.
10. Leonard 17 up, 62 down

A Simpleton, one who is not fully aware of the goings on of the world, aka a nancy-boy, in general it is someone who isn't "cool" by definition
Simon is a serious leonard, honestly he's king of the lenny's

11. leonard 78 up, 124 down

1.Lion cum. Derives from Leo meaning 'lion' and nard meaning 'ointment'.
2.Sometimes used to refer to a man who pretends to like women, but is actually a bum lover.
3.Can also just be a man's name, but this is rare.
1."You taste like Leonard."
2. "Why have you never had a girlfriend? Are you a Leonard?"
3."You're rubbish at pool, Leonard."
12. Leonard 28 up, 129 down

A girl that acts like a slut but has had sex with less than 10 people.
That bitch jeff fucked is a leonard, but didnt know how to get butt sex
slut bitch hoe whore tease domer
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1. sinclair 49 up, 28 down

To be Dipped in sauce, fly, stunning, iced out boss'n, can't be stopped, motivated, rockin in everything they do
Yea, he gets paid, yea da boys a sinclair mein!!
2. Sinclair 7 up, 1 down

A born leader although not obvious. But due to his curious and giving nature, and his imagination, he is able to focus and listen and give of himself, something someone so young doesn't normally possesess. Wise beyond his years.
King Arthur was such a Sinclair.

Percey Jackson was modeled after a true Sinclair.