feeling down

as the title says... once again.. im feeling down... due to a few circumstances of cz...

1. money... i owe a few "companies" money.. mainly my college and my old telco line.. havent paid my house rent in 4months. well.. to make things in a summary... i need a total of 3K to settle every single debt i have... WHERE THE FUCK AM I GONNA GET 3k.. everyday i wake up scared.. scared i might be kicked out of my place.. be a hobo, a bum, a fucking homeless loser... IM broke... and i didnt choose this lifestyle..

2. people ... people here have no u.standing towards my feeling.. they always feel they're feeling are more important than mine.. so they scream, pour get frustrated over their small and impudent little matters and i am their so call "listener".. well, fuck!.. if ur gonna tell me dat ur dying or cancer or u have debt like me at that young of age or anything in dire need of attention, den by all means i will b sympathetic.. but if ur gonna tell me ur cat of 3days died or ur fren is in america doing they're dream, WATTAFUCK!?... shit, once or twice is fine.. but every single fucking day of the week... shit.. i have others things to think about like MY FUCKING ROOF OVER MY FUCKING HEAD! shit..

3.RAIN.. wattafuck is wroing wit u Mr.Rain?... why u always pour like a muthafucka wen ever i need to go out of the house???... u could have rain yesterday, u cud rain like a fucking bitch having a squirting fit last week but NOOOOO... u jz had to rain wen ever i needed to go out for my interviews... STUPID FUCKFACE IDIOT FAGGOT FUCKING MUTHAFUCKER!! HOPE U BURN IN HEAVENLY TEARS!!!


FUCK!! IM JZ SO PISSED!! PEOPLE! MONEY!! Y THE FUCK WONT U JX LEAVE ME ALONE OR EVEN THINK ABOUT MY FEELINGS U FUCKING CRUEL ASSHOLES!.. I've tried playing mr.nice. but u keep stepping on my head... but not anymore.. im mr.sadist nw.. im fucking u up wenever u try to kick my ass...


ARGHH!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! FUCK EACH AND EVERY1 OF U!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! FUCK FUCKIN MUTHA SON A FUCKING CUNT!! ARRGHHHH!!!!