sorry for being a jerk...

im sorry sayang... for all this while being suchan idiot 2 u... hope u u.stand... sorry..


peace is wat i really need,
sumthing only u can give,
tho i have made u weep,
but without u i cannot live,
a hug from u is all i want,
a warmth unlike the sun,
ur kiss as sweet as candy's sweet,
i promise u a dinner under candlelith,
i may b fat but my love is fit,
i miss wen on my lap u sit,
tho nw i hear the noise of india,
ill love u where ever u are,..

tiredness...

haiz... its 8pm... n its been 32hours since i last slept... overnited in college to record sum songs... need to go bek n sleep.. tired...

finally, i get to go bek on friday.. 4.30pm bus to kuantan... wanna meet my sayang,.. miss her so much.., have been a really really bad bf latey... scolding her for no reason.. haiz.. really bad.. wanna make things rite wit her.. at least have my valentine date wit her... hopefully a day at the beach... jz sit, picnic n wATCH the sunset...

also go bek n fic my laptop screen.. crack!!!!.. aiyaa.. lazy write la.. wanna go bek home 1st... wanna shower, n sleep.. like a log , sleep, n hope no stupid fuckin mutha fucka's wake me up (no offense to uncle but i need my rest la!!).... till then.. ciowz

crazy february

so LOng never blog.. malas ler.. anyways, here's my update..

SHIFted house from shah alam to USJ1.. better environment (den again, anywhere without that bitch is a good environment)...

HAvent spend at least 2hours wit my gf for the past 4weeks in total (yes, only 2hours the most 4 3weeks),.. very very sad n missing my gal so much...

tonnes of assignment with due dates coming up.. really crazy.... recording a lot lately. most probably recording my band tmr morning...

ok la.. in class now.. hopee mr.aarif dun kill me.. lol... ur class is fun..

idiocy of life..

Anyone who drive of ride a bike know taht in kl or selangor (its the same la u idiots.. u live 20mins away), that people drive like maniacs... i dun know where u guys get the license (definitely under table wan), all drive so crazy.. in kuantan, at least u can blink wen u drive, here, u blink n that cud be the end of u... car's from the right lane will cut pass u, no signal, to the left lane which is sumtimes is 5lanes apart... they'll jz cut like dat, no signal n the junction is like 10metres away... how fast must u drive n cut... wat the fuck la people...no life meh?.. no brains ka?..aiyoo... use the road like ur grandfather own the road... mangkuk nyer korang!!!...

anyways... here are some idioms in malay i translate to english... hope its funny...

makan tak kenyang, tido tak lena, mandi tak basah - eat not full, sleep like no sleep, bath but not wet,

mati katak - die frog

main kayu tiga - play wood three

air mata - water eye

selamat jalan - safe walk

nyawa-nyawa ikan - fish live

lipas kudung - crippled cockroach

New Year New Post!!

after 14days of the new year baru mau type post.. ini orang banyak suey kan?.. lol....

anyways, here i am.. in college hogging the net since my class starts at 2pm... i went for the Youth09 Battle of the Bands (BTOB) competition.. kinda disapointing really cz we didnt get chosen even for the semi's cz the like 10-12bands that were chosen out of 22bands for the finals suck!! big time!!.. dunno how they choose but wat to do... v jz see only lor.. but lucky the winner was a band worthy a bit la.. very jam band like.. cool.. then fly.fm had the campur charts thingy.. LOVE ME BUTCH played.. AWESOME>. finally after like 1year, i manage to mosh n scream my lungs out... such a relieved (dat how i calm down btw... well at least i use to.)... den i helped my college pack up their equipment cz they had like a open mic thingy.. We co-op wit doppleganger, sum music/live event organiser.. very good artist show up.. Including Scene At The Movie... they were awesome.. even bout their EP.. cool stuff.....

after all the fun n a good night sleep, returning bek to college after 3weeks holiday, it was like ur floating on air like a bird, den suddenly got show in the ass n u drop to earth.. extreme reality we realise... 3Assignments due... 2 3d assignment and 1 studio acoustic assignment...EXTREME!!!!!...

but it was all cool la.. had a fun day.. nw v hav classes wit mr.Arip, fun guy.... so class isnt dat of a bore...

ok.. malas wan type dy.. oo.. ill b shifting house soon but still looking for a place...

xmas!!.. n the days after...

woke up xmas morning... 10.30am.. hehe.. had a gud sleep.. bath n got dress in my new jeans n shirt.. look extra handsome (this rarely happens to this ugly soul).. anyhu, so v had our 1st open house, since v move to my new home,.. so i help a lil, ushering only la.. den my family frenz came n ate.. then came my gf, my darling look so beautifull.. in a pink dress... sexy, grrrr... oops.. u didnt hear dat.. ehehehe... anyways, she ate n talk wit me..den i i showed her sum old photos (in my room of cz, no way my baby photos goin to b viewed in public, no way!!).. so den my frenz came, which tottaly ruin the "dating mood" happenin wit my gal..lol....

so den my gal has top go.. send her off n chatted wit my frenz.. had a beer n talked about old times n new things happening... had fun... 7:15pm, everything was over.. every1 went bek full/semi drunk and happy.. n i was stuffed... cudnt eat anyting else... i swear i felt my tummy gonna burst if i ate another grain of rice.... burrppp.. excuse me...

the next day, went out playing futsal wit my frenz.. so tired dey... long time never run like dat.. but it was fun... 27th, planned to go out wit my gal but the plan was later cancel due to sum complication on her side (im not angry or sad wit u sayang)... but v met later at 8pm... at McD at the beach, at which i waited 1hour for her.. so i was a lil pissed but it was ok.. i was a lil moody but at least seeing my angel got me a lil better..

yesday, 28th, finally we went out on the date v planned.. a swim at the beach wit only me n her, had fun, had lunch together... it was really wat me n her needed after a "long break" from dating n goin out wit her.. i was so happy.... so now here i am.. chilling in a cafe, mthinkin of her.. yes, i am man enuf to admit dat i love my gf so much that i wudnt trade her for the world of pleasure n materialisic crap.. cz she is worth more then dat..

anyways... MERR Y XMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!..LOVE U PRINCESS!!

wat to think?

sunday i finally went out wit my gal.. afta 2months of separation of not seeing each other... so se decided to go to the beach for a swim la (dat was the final plan)... but wen we reach there... a few complication came up (not from any of us) dat made me a lil angry/tensed..

1st.. mum-in-law(m-i-l) said dat v hav till 3pm cz she(m-i-l) promise the gorrila husband will b bek by that time... so i ok ok la.. feel abit susah but ok la..

2nd ly : m-i-l told dat shudnt bath cz the waves were strong... u.standable but it wasnt so strong.. n we werent gonna swim so deep..

3rd... n the most mind exploding wan.. m-i-l said she want to go to carefour so v need to leave the beach at 2?.. i was angry n pissed.. so i jz spent as much quality time wit my gal.. n went to carefour.. i tot m-i-l wanted to buy sumtthin.. but she didnt even buy anything.. i was so angry.. tho i show a lil sombre-ness to my girl, she was u.standing enuf.. love u sayang.. but m-i-l.. i dunno wat to say la.. nvm... lucky i gave her my presents for xmas (early but who cares)...