frenz?... hahah i think not..

hmmm.. frenz u say.. sorry.. lets get a direct quote shall we.. "aquaintance".. nicely put.. good2..

i shall honour your last wishes for u have been buried within me... ur soul shall make a fertile ground for my next soul.. n i shall go soul hunting till i am finally satisfied.. yet remember dat ur soul is wat fuels my hate..

so good bye, sayonara, be dead n stay history for yesday was passed n u are no longer forever...



P.S... hahahahaha.. im still happy.. muahahaha.. FML..

haiz... susah la..

yeah.. its been 3weeks of being single n apart.. but yesday.. sum thing make me think la..

i was watchin Nick & Nora Infinite playlist, a movie (duh!), n i remembered all the times that i spend wit her... all the good times, all the dates...

susah la... but im keeping this in my heart.. cz she doesnt wan me bek.. so wat for go susah2 propose again rite?.. i need to move on la.. but wat 2 to.. used to be so close..

nvm dat,.. im broke like fuck now.. like i have 5cent left in my wallet... jz now lunch n tea oso covered by my classmates ( THANKS ANDREW N TITUS).... haiz.. i need a job but so hard to find a job in my field.. guess i need to do my old job bek 4 a while den.. WAITER!!!....

haiz.. see la how.. ok la.. till den..

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tired... bored... crazy... broke.... thatd the 4words i can use to describe my week... been sleeping less nwdays.. n im used to it.. been sleepin like 4-5am everyday... crazy..

tryin to write a script for a drama i wanna do for the astro competition..... cant wait to DJ again but im broke like (insert ur favourite curses here)....

body feels so tired tho i sleep enuf.. (insert ur favourite curses here)........

haiz.. sien la.. dunno wat to write.. owh.. i LOVE PRODIGY NEW ALBUM... n ASTRAL PROJECTION>>> 2 awesome electronica band...

FML.. hahahahah

there this site call FML (fuck my life).. no its not porn..lol... its whre people type things of wat stupid things happens in their life.. i was laughin histerically like a madman alone reading their stuff.. here sum stuff...

Today, I turned 18. Nothing was said at breakfast, but I figured they'd remember and we'd have cake at night. I came home and there was cake, but not for me. My sister got her period for the first time during the day and they were celebrating. Apparently, a vaginal discharge was more important. FML

Today, I celebrated my 21st birthday. My boyfriend of almost 3 years gave me a big pink vibrator. Thinking it was a joke I said: "I won't need this as long as I have you!" His reply: "That's what I wanted to talk to you about." FML

Today, I was petting my cat when my new mood ring turned bright purple. I checked the piece of paper that came with the ring and saw that purple meant I was feeling "hot, sexy, and passionate." According to my ring, I'm hot for my cat. FML

Today, I was masturbating to a video a friend sent me. The girls were hot, walking out on a stage doing all sorts of sexy manuevers. The video was close to ending and the announcer in the video announced the winner. His name was Dan. It was a drag competition. My friend knew I'd whack off to it. FML

Today, I found my phone under the car seat after three days. I flipped it open ready to issue apologies to everyone who had tried to get in touch with me and I had worried. No missed calls. FML

Today, I was at my new apartment. My fiance was coming home so I filled the apartment with candles and put on some sexy music. When he came up to my door, I answered the door, naked. What I didn't know was that he was bringing his dad to see the new apartment. FML

this and more on this website.... http://www.fmylife.com/ ... enjoy..

my break up poem for you, my dearest fren..

once a upon a time,
the was sweetness in the air,
not a taste of sour lime,
a time where for each other we cared,
then things got ruff,
all teary eyed n heart,
all the things we've love,
chizzled together keeping us part,
now ur gone n i realise my love for u was strong,
but all i ever wanted is to see u smiling (hahahaha.. u noe wat song that was from),
im sorry for my the things i;ve wronged,
i hope we'll b frenz since then till dying...

not as good la.. but ok ok lor.. hehehehe

what a week!!

hmmm its been.. 5days??? since i broke up wit my gf (now ex gf).. sumhow for me.. i feel fine.. n sumhow happy but still feel empty la.. how not to feel like dat?.. a person i really loved wit all my heart n soul jz gone like dat.. but we;re still frenz..mayb cz i saw the break up cmoing n it was gradual instead of a sudden fight n fuck off thingy..muahahaha...

but v still chat n talk about our past n present.. i mean we're close frenz but there will always b that connection of wat we had n gone tru together... i still love her but i think, n she tinks, its better v remain frenz.. tho i sumtimes feel it a lil dream shattering la.. but life must go on n im finding it pretty happy.......

SInce monday, i;ve been a crazy overactive pig (ah ha.. u didnt noe such things exist.. lol).. monday went for class, den futsal den overnighted at titus place.. had 2hours of sleep.. den went to studio for my post production assignments... lepak here n there.. then saw JOHN upstairs at the DJ room.. apa lagi.. balik, mandi, pack CD overnite lagi... no sleep tonitez.. after DJ sessions, class. wit mr ismail.. a real funny man.. mmg wa tabik sama lu la, sir,,..

Den came home.. slept for 14hours straight.. i didnt even wake up in the night.. i was dead for that 14hours..hehehe.. den.. wen for an audition in bukit bintang for a movie.. came bek... bought my USB modem n got it cheap la.. sort of... then went to summit n hang out wit cynthia (she is my fren from kuantan church).. chat about old time.. kinda got a job or a proposal to do wit her skool prom.. need to find DJ stuff from my college.. things like dat la...

den friday.. today..went studio.. did my post production thingy... went futsal.. came bek home.. chatted wit my ex.. ada la rasa rindu skit kat dier xp skang kawan je la... shared a few "break up songs" wit her.. lol... den now im here lor... jz typing msg to any1 who is dumb enuf to read n waste time on my blog..

tomoro goin for my college open day.. goin for the food mostly.. muahaha.. den again,.. so is every1 in my collge.. h aaa.. o.. till then.. ckiow..

single again

yes.. i am single again.. apparently my girl quit.. saying he doesnt u.stand anymore.. hahah.. how to u.stand me wen u keep talking to other people?.. anyways... i dun mind.. her choice.. so im single bek again.. goin bek on the prowl again.. woohhooo!!!.. ladies lets go...