sorry sayang

fight fight fight... dats all i do rite now wit my gf.. no more romantic feeling, no more taking care of her feeling, jz destroyinh her mental health..

Y da hell im like this nowdays, i dun noe..jz feeling angst n frustation without a reason... always finding prob.. Y Y Y Y AM I A FUCKING ARSEHOLE TO MY GAL!!!???..

She didnt do anything to hurt me but im hurting her,.. i cant live wit that feeling.. knowing that i hurt her so much.. i noe i can say sorry but it really doesnt do the trick.. i can still tell she's sad n pissed at me...

i wanna jz break wit her jz so i wont pressure her anymore but i still love her so much n i rather b wit her than without..fuck im confuse..
n i know she's hurt.. really badly... wat am i to do??.. sorry sayang.. i cant do much.. i hate myself so much right now.. knowing ur sad that i caused it.. hurts me n make me feel like wanna kill myself... i hope u kill me wen i meet u jz so u'll feel better n live ur live happily without me pressuring me again..i feel so fucked...

i feel bad

i feel like suicide


i feel like such an ass...

i hope i die..

i hope i dun live to see the next day light...

i hopeu live happily ever after..

i hope u dun feel hur cz of me again..

i hope u dun cry anymore
i hope u dun b sad anymore.

im gonna leave u alone for a while now,.. but im not breaking up..
im not quitin u wen i have sumthing really special..

u changed my life... u actually made me enjoy life ina way i never felt..

i finally noe wat true love is..

but now i jz hate my self..

ok im gonna shut up now..

if u feel like callin or msgin me anytime..

please do... imm really really sorry.. :-(<

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DEAD NOT BURIED

i sumtime wonder why am i on eart?? wat ever i do effects sum1 in sumway... especially my gf... i've beeen a really, really, really bad bf lately.. yelling at her for no reason.. stupid rite? y treat her like dat wen she my princess, the queen on my heart... but it did happen n no matter how much sorry i say, it the n guilt never goes away..

im no the kind of guy that can forgive n forget... forgetin is 1 of my BIG flaws, i never can forget.. things dat happen, conversation jz comes in my mind at random times n i am force to replay the memories over again.. it suck.. i think im half past crazy.. dunno la.. if u wud excuse me.. i wanna go murder a mosquito n kill the internet..

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i hate... i hate... i hate...

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